THOSAI?

Guys, i simply loves this song.

ENJOYS!

Is it DUO XIE, or THOSAI?
listen and find out!
CHEERS*!

Fucked up PLACE!

Folks am back yea?
Been such a long while since i update!
am so so sorry yea?
Those tt had tagged me, esp DOROTHY, am so sorry,
cause i dun hv the time yea, to reply!
HAHAS! and who is snow? i knw its xmas soon, bt snow? in SINGAPORE?
HAHAS its just a kidding mode!
CHEERS*

Am so fedd up w work right now.
So damn du lan sia!
Fucking shit, back to back shift cum SPLIT FULL SHIFT for 3whole days!
Its like KILLING me so slowly man!
hais, wht to do? TRAINEE mahs! ENDURE loh!
Anyway, graduating soon! so lets PARTY with TIGER!
HAHAHAHAHS!

And well, i bought a BIKE yea!
Honda NSR150-SP.
Fork out quite some Dollars over it, my prescious man!
HAHAS!
To those who forbid me ride or just simply gets angry w me due to me buying,
am gonna say this, listen good yea?
Riding a bike had always been my dream. From i was a kid.
i ride for transport and not otha purposes.
And i take the licsence using my own DOLLARS!
and i paid fr the bike using my own DOLLARS! And am the OWNER!
Unless you can do wht i had done, den go ahead n screw me,
if not, youre in no position to say anything abt me.
Whats the use if u take a CAR lic.
Worst if u use ur MUMMMMMY DOLLARS and paid it.
And WORST if you drive ur DADDDDDDY car!
Cant afford transport, please dun act you cn.
For i RESPECT those who use their own HARD EARNED DOLLARS and pay fr everything.
So please, show me some respect yea?
Am sorry if my words seems like shit to your eyes,
But too bad, i lift my head high using my own backbone!
Symles!

Guys signing off alr,
Shall catch up w you guys soon!
SYMLES!

Baby, i hearts you.

Califonia Roll

Hellooooos..
Great, yea, am back!
Hahs! Cheers-

Work has been damn shag and hectic for me.
From Tue work till Sun. Add up alr 70hours!
And the following Mon am working, 10hours!
Well, i surrender! i REQUESTED for a off day which they in lieu to me on TUE!
Symles!

Currently in The Atrium in PanPacific Singapore.
Truth is, nth much to learn, the cuisine is just a big mess!
But, nevertheless, am SousChef is a SUSHI and SASHIMI Chef.
So it would b damn dumb of me if i REFUSED to learn SUSHI from him!

So i took a good 2day to master my sushi skills
end up rolling more than 100 rolls in the 2days!
Want sushi? Call me and order! CHEAP!

Think back, this year is finally reaching a stop.
2008 is a damn lousy year for me.
Started off by getting expelled frm SHATEC.
Followed by Bike Accident.
i didnt knw wht i had done to receive such torture.
Though its nt a great year, bt theres sure times and day where i enjoyed.
If you guys are asking me, What have i done during this year?
My ans is, Argh? NOTHING! Absolute NOTHING!
First 6mths, SCHOOL.
Lower 6 mths, WORK.
Wheres my life? GOD! Looking at my fellow friends buddys,
all of them, FULL of surpries and funn-ness,
Imagine, i dont even knw who is OBAMA! HAHAS!

For my whole 18years, i had only been to Malaysia.
Am thinking of going elsewhere.
Bangkok? Jakarta? or Genting?
i just want to travel. Grant me my wish please.

And in a blink of eye, am entering National Service soon.
Do wish me all the best ya?
HAHAS!

Stopping here, shall enter my kitchen and sharpen my knifes!
Wishes you all, my friends out there, enjoy a blissful day at work or school.
Enjoy your day to the fullest, cause, even the toughest day will end with a night!
Smiles more !



A great sushi chef is required to cook up an excellence sushi rice.

STOP

GUYS!
PLEASE dont SHUT the music off!
Thought its in THAI! bt the song really touches me!
the Vocal of the singer is , POWER!
and please picture it out while closing your eyes and listening to the song,
Cause, the singer is one fucking fat ass! HAHAS!
the song basically means,
a guy with a no girlfriend!

Enjoy!

By Calories Blah Blah

Hahas*

Heys dear folks.
Been a long long long time since i typed here.

Well, my apologies, as loads fcuking things had happened.
I shall not whine abt it, for fear of you guys just doze off!
But instead, i will just place some thumbnails of it.

i bought a bike, using all my savings!
Things started to happen though,
1. Road accident ---> $350
2. Medical bills ---> $100
3. Bike repair bills ---> $120
4. HDB summon bills ---> $100
5. Parking summon ---> $8
6. Parking summon ---> $8
7. Dog's medical bills ---> $60
8. Dog's daily items ---> $50
________
Total : SGD$796
________
Thats my spening during a month's period.
And those expenses does nt include my DAILY expenses, and not
forgeting i initially bought the bike at the cost of SGD$1200, my petrol things n that.
And the fact is, am just eaning SGD$500 per month.
Its a painful lesson for me, as i ended up in debts.
Not just $5 or $10 dollar debts, its by hundreds.
i swear, nothing of such shits are gg to happen to me ever again.

But well, i guess, the lesson is worth it though.
i learnt a lot, and i mean it. Life for me have nt been smooth since the start of this year.
i dont knw wht the fcuk i had done, bt well, LEARN is wht i cn say.
Fcuked up attuited of mine, well deserved a fcuking lesson, i guess.
And am all down again, starting from scratch, starting to earn.
Saving every fcuking cents i could, eating the cheapest food in town.
Its not something i used to, for a long time.
But thats the only solution, dont you guys agree?
As i said, wait till am high up thr again, and i will walk with lights behind me! HAHA!

During my toughest time dealing with the dealt i had, am glad that i had a grp of friends
helping and encouraging me.
First of all, My dearest girlfriend, she gave me loads support and maybe why am still standing strong down here is due to her, yea, am sure.
Followed by GuangMing, though he is a damn FUCKER showing his PULL up skills, but deep down, he is the closest guy friend i ever had. He gave me support too, and when i met with accident, other than my girlfriend, he is there too. Lending money to me straight when i need it without hestitation, am very thankful for that! Cheers bro!
Not forgetting Cheryln,JunChong,Leon,Yeong,MdmPhang, and etc.
Thanks so much for you support!
Without you guys, i might nt be down here anymore.
Lastly, THANKS!

Work at PanPacific hotel is getting on the track for me.
Although i alr got a warning letter frm Human Resources regaring my Medical Leaves. HAHAS!
So i better get my fcuking ass to work even if am terribly sick.
As i left only, 6DAYS of MC leave till Apr2009! BEST LUCK MANS! HAHAS!
Currently am working at The Atrium Deli & Pastry in PanPacific!
So do visit me yea? HAHAS! am dead bored down there!

And tell you something amazing, regarding my Medical Status in NS.
Am in PesA, meaning, DAMN FUCKING FIT! COMBAT FIT.
But the Fit REFERS to HEALTH! not PHYSICAL!
hahas. am DEAD this time round. CHIONG-ING for 2years! WTF!
Do you guys know am fit? yea, 3years back, am sibei fit.
3years later, am a fucking jackass with loads of fats ard me sitting down munching on my chips and downing with pepsi while watching TV!
i seriously dont knw how the medical officer check me, perhaps the eyes "Shoot the Bird"?
Shoot the bird is a dialect in hokkien: Pak Jiao.
Since am alr in PesA, i will jolly well take this chance to brush up my fitness.
Am alr eating like half a meal that i usually do, am DAMN FCUKING HAPPY KAE!
HAHAS! and to that FUCKING ASS who shows off his PULL UP skills,
Dun be cocky too early, wait till am in Guards unit or perhaps COMMANDO unit,
i swear, you cnt tahan me! HAHAHAHS! just you WATCH, ASS!

Loads things running in and out of my brain.
My future? how will it be like? how will it be? wht is exactly my future?
Guys, my ans is, am sorry, am very confused.
i shall use the good 2years in NS to think.
Whether to continue my culinary line or just get my fcuking ass to work for the
Singapore Goventment, be it Army,Police,Prison,Drug.
And the good news is, Shatec diploma is recongised in Singapore Police Force.
bt bad news is its only recongiesd as HNitec meaning i will start off with the rank
of a Corporal earning $1.8k per mth. but as a police, i get loads benefit,
such as a Class3 Driving Liscense, and stuffs like that, but dude, it defiantely nt the benefits that interest me, it my own interest in police force. i want to nab fuckers in Singapore,
esp those youngster, they damn piss the ass fuck off me. and pls, i have this "Bian Tai"
goal, that is to nab my own dad! HAHAS! Wells, am sick and a FREAK!
If i choose to stay in culinary line, wht i lined out is,
Work in Singapore for a year, go oversea for 1 1/2 year.
back to Singapore for a year, off to curise for a year.
And finally back to Singapore, by that time, i guess i would alr be a Sous Chef.
Well, who the fuck knws? right? All is in a blank!
the FINAL ans will be out when i ORD frm NS! which is like, donkey years!

Folks, wht i cn say is, god will arrange everything for you.
Just please dun fight against wht god had planned out from you.
Just accept everything, trust me.

Heres a recipes i wanna share with you,
Beef Wellington

Ingredient:

Beef Fillet, Parma Ham, Mushrooms, English Mustard, Puff Pastry.

Methods:

1. Sear seasoned beef in olive oil; brush it with English mustard, set aside.

2. Chopped mushroom and add in seasoning in blender, blend.

3. Hot pan, sauté minced mushrooms without any oil or butter.

4. Layout cling film, place Parma ham, followed by sautéed minced mushrooms.

5. Set beef in center, wrap it tight, set aside in chiller for 20mins.

6. Prepare puff pastry.

7. Place beef in center of puff pastry and egg wash the corners of puff pastry.

8. Wrap beef up with puff pastry tightly. Chill for 10mins.

9. Egg wash and score.

10. Bake for 15min depends on cuts of beef.

11. Slice and serve.

Folks its time for me to sharpen my knifes in the kitchen alr!
Shall meet you guys when am free again yea?
REMEMBER To txt me lahhs!!

Hong Yue Li

I LOVE YOU!

FRIENDS!!

Esp to GuangMing, Cheryln, JieSheng.
So freaking sorry tt am nt able to meet up u guys often.
i gt work to do, and most imptly, i have my bike lic to take.

i promise u guys, the moment i had my lic,
i will ONE by ONE ride u guys home alrtyes?

trust me!
Lastly, i miss and hearts you guys loads!

Forgive me

Weeks ago, was on v bad terms w her.
We nearly broke off, due to my temper.

oh well, she is good at melting heart!
and my heart SOFT just like how chesse melts in oven
when i saw the things she made fr me.

using plainly lightsticks n scotch tape,
she light up a FORGIVE ME.
maybe to u guys, it might b nth,
but to me, it means the whole world.
having ur loved one doing tt seeking fr ur
forgiveness, the feeling is just undescriable.

things r back on track fr us now.
i promised her, i will visit her late mother,
and soon, i would wn to fly over to Jakata
to visit her dad, at least let her dad knw tt am sincere mahs.

oh well, i shall prays hard.
nth bad shld crop up btw me n her now.
i cnt afford to take another blow.


AKU CINTA PADAMU

21 August

Traffic Police test date drawing near!

i PRAYS!

Fcuk you understand?

Do you understand the meaning of fcuk?
yes i mean FUCK you bitch!
dun fucking think tt ure 21 and ure damn big shot,
to me, ure nth, bt a dog to me!
how i wish u will pass by here n loook at this post,
its post up specially fr u dumb.
its for a dog like you. its fr a bitch lik you.
its fr a PROSITUTIE like you.
to hell with you.
to me, ure nth, but just a pure piece of shit.
you get me? SHIT? idiot you, undastnd?

And by the way, readers/followers,
i guess i did frget to tel u my bio data.
those tt r close to me, they would knw it.
but well, i shall say it here.
Actually, i was parent-less.
i was foundd at the side of the lift lobby back 18yrs.
so thinking tt they r good, Mr n Mrs Chua, took me in.
but to realise, they dun even have the money to afford a child.
so poor me, i gt to slog my way up till now since 14.
perhaps tts the reason why MrChua was so biase against me.
no matter how much i do good fr em, i will get back shit.
but those two fuking useless pussy of him,
whatever shit she gave him, he will b like a dog,
nogging his head and sticking out his tongue.
oh well, its time i shall let u all knw.
i LIVE fr myself, in my werld,
theres no KINSHIP. saw it? to hell w family.
what i cn say is FUCK family mans.
And i dun have sisters nor parents. thats what i had been
telling ard in my hotel. oh wells, tts the truth!

Enough abt it alr uh. the word FAMILY
doesnt exist in my brain. SCREW it.
And how i pray, tt pros dog will come over n take a look.
because she is extremly nth in my eye.
its just a pile of junk, tt i had yet to cleared.
trust me, if i ever see u outside,
am going to give u real shit. so u better beware.
watch ur way and dun ever step into my route.
u led ur fuking CHICKEN life.
i shall pursue my dream.
and once i had done that, to hell w family.
Mr Chua die, gt into an accident, gt sick,
its freaking non of my business, he gt his 2 beloved pussy
who will NOT b thr fr him, i shall stood by and laugh,
and i will see, how he rot n die in his own coffin.
i wish him, smooth sailing towards death.



Trust me, i dun give a fuck abt my FAMILY life now.

GoodBye

Indeed, you gave loads memorable times.
But we r just not meant to be tgt.
Am Sorry.

Hearts you

HAHAHAHS

I dnt think i possess one.

Great one.

Thanks.

Traffic Police. Dragonfly?

Test date is reaching,
nearer and nearer,
i yearn to pass, and i shall make sure i pass.
Trust me, see me with bike soon.

Well, Swam tdae with guangming.
Got my whole body red.
Cools! hahas!
Over to amkhub aft tt,
intendd to get B a necklace frm
Bits and Pieces, but well,
i guess all the design she alr saw!
so, over to couple lab, a shop tt i hated!
And saw this cute lil sliver Butterfly/Dragonfly Necklace.
and decided to purchase it fr her, as her
neck is totally empty. and its time fr me
to show some power tt i have!
so i had guangming helpd me to lie w me.
saying i have serious LaoSai! HAHAHAHA!
and evening, we set off to ChangiVillage
to have our favourite NasiAyam FLAT!
Partly as i wantd B to knw how tt plce looks like.
so ya, and i was thinking, how shld i giv her the
Necklace mans, so decided to hide it
under both BOWLS! hahas!
but, FCUKING wind frm fan blew my paper bowl off.
so there it goes, my surprise gone!
but den, its the thought tt count yea?
AM i RIGHT, BABY?
hope so bahhs! lalalala la lalalala

aft loads food dinner,
we when over to changi beach
to slack uh, but well, SHITS happens.
Yea, she smoked.
Shock is what i cn say, because,
She Broke Her Promise to me.
There goes our day.
Thanks to Mr Marlboro.
FUCK it yea.
And i MEAN, F C U K it.

She took off the necklace i gave to her,
saying she would forget and bla n bla.
Does she have to do it infront of me?
Just tell me straight into my face,
If its UGLY or OLD FASHION.
dun just take it off uh, do u knw how i feel?
What if you're in my shoes?
Forget it, i cnt force her.
i have tried to giv her somethings,
she wants it or doesnt,
it beyond control for me.

Things are back to the past agn,
one more time, to the past.
Don't knw if is she tired, or,
her family is pressing her to go home.
i just doesnt like it.
1Month 4Weeks,
1Week, 7Days,
7Days, 2Offdays.
Think about it my dear.
if you still chose to be this way,
theres nth much i cn do,
i have tried all my ways n means
to make our day nice, but well,
Just some FUCKING Setan is breaking us up.
i wont summit to it,
i would try, till the day tt i really cnt take it.

Hai, Shall see how lah folks.
Kinda no mood for anytin now.
See you ard.


Promise meant to be broken?

The Ring

After much had happend,
she finally given me the ring.
the thing that i wanted the most.

intendd to surprise me,
by throwing in the ring into the drinks,
but i was dumb as i didnt see it at all.
infact i upsized the cup, and there it goes,
the ring flew! but, we found it back.
the ring is now tight on my fourth finger.
nth will ever makes me take it off.

other than the ring,
she bought me a jeans frm Spade,
a short sleeves shirt frm Messy.
all doesnt cost cheap.
i really appreciate it alot, my dear.
no one ever does that for me, at all.
ure the 1st, and i believe, the last also.
as i really hearts you more than anyone else.
fr this, you got to believe me, my heart,
theres only you. One and only, Dorin*

When for movie at the Cathay,
Money no Enough2.
nice movie, but graphic too much,
oh wells, i rate it 7.5 though.
i guess, the worst JackNeo flim.
its my personal judge. No Offence.

Oh wells,
i simply hearts you my baby.
Loves.

The ring would be my last*

Untitled*

只要我们都爱着无论多苦都值得说好的你怎么忘记了

Why is it happening.

Why is everything turning out this way.

Hais..

My confident had lost.
Let time heal back my weak heart bahhs.

Hurt is what i cn say.
Just cnt get to sleep uh.
Axe Oil, i neeeed you agn!

Hais

Hurt is what i cn say.
am hurt.

Symles-

Guys! am BACK!

Folks! am so duply SORRY!
for the delayed in posting..
You all shld knw why bahhs.
i have only 9finger the past 3weeks,
so i have difficuilty typing,
so might as well dun type sua!
hahas

Out of attention, i sliced my finger's flesh off.
and was awarded 5days Medical Leave!
till now, hvnt recover yet hor!
so please pity me can?

During this few weeks,
loads thingy happends,
be it work, family, friends and even relationship.
all have been ups n downs,
i dunno why.
esp my relationship,
we have fun and we have fights.
but all those fights will b forgotten by me.
cause i only remember the good stuffs.
nothing is gonna to make fall out of love fr you.
am loving u till the day i breathe my last breathe.
so please, hold my hand tightly n nvr let go too.
alrights baby?

and back to abt PanPacific,
kaos, one after another,
those department kitchen in PanPacific
is getting worser n worser by each kitchen i moved on.
i seriously hope that PacPacific will do something abt it.

enough alr abt tt @#$ Hotel,
now what date alr?
27th of August,
nxt day is PAY DAY!
and guess what? am less den 1mth now
fr my Class 2B Motorcycle Traffic Police Test date!
am excited, nervous, anxious abt it.
just hopes i will pass uh.
For the sake of my Girlfriend,
i shall do all my very best bahhs!

Chaos alr mans!
shall update soon.
Do CHECK it out yea?
its always Life as CHEF!

i cnt walk this journey alone, i want you by my side to complete my journey...

You're all i need

This time,
i shall not type out the lyrics,
Folks, LISTEN carefully out to the lyrics.

And this time, am going to
dedicated this wonderful love song to
someone special, special to me.
Ms Ang Guat Li, Dorin

Baby, i hearts you
till eternity.
i love you, ure just a gift to me,
will treasure u till the end of time.

i love you deeply..

the wait is over

she finally acepted me!
after so long.
the wait is over.

Dorin Ang is my girlfriend.
she is my property!

Cheers!
am happpppy!

Love her to the Max!

am afraid

Am afraid, really afraid.
am scare, yes i am scared!

i lost a flesh

am afraid i would b on long term Medical Leave.
accidentally sliced my last finger's flesh while slicing cheese.
so now, my last lil finger, theres like, a dent!
hope the flesh will grow back uh. if not, gone case!
hahas! if u guys are concern, txt me or ring me,
ask abt me lahhs, hahas!!

Symles!
to all the peeps tts working outside,
becareful n prevent industrial accident/hazzard!
Peace*

Its her

She would be the most precious girl i ever needed.
And yes, thats you, Hong Yue Li!

Hearts you!

Aku Cinta Padamu*

Aku Cinta Pada Mu
Siti Nurhaliza-

Andainya engkau ku miliki
Terdahulu sebelumnya
Andai ku curah rasa hati
Mungkin kini ku tenang di sampingmu
Belum puas ku menikmati
Kesan kasih sayang kau terpaksa pergi
Inginku terus dicintai
Walau bisikanmu azimat berduri
Bila cinta berbunga
Jadi airmata di jariku
Betapa ku cinta padamu
Katakanlah kau cinta padaku
Sematkanlah di hatimu
Walau di mana berada
Ingatku dalam doamu
Hiasilah hati
Dengan cinta suci
Selamanya
Gemerlapkan jiwa
Semikanlah cinta
Semoga kau dan aku
Akhirnya bersama
Akukan menunggu
Walaupun seribu tahun lagi

Enjoy

Vooom Vooom and VOOOOOOOOM

HAHAHS
Gues u guys also knw what i mean
just by reading my post TITLE.

Well, calld myself lucky bahs, bt i dun think so either.
i Passd my Pract 6.2 at 1st attempt.
And now, i Passd my LAST PRACT 7 by 1st attempt too!
But i did workd my ass off kaes!
When SSDC at 1.05pm for CIRCUIT REVISION!
tt lastd me for abt 2.4hours!!
and str aft tt i go for my PRACT 7.
so total i spent more den 4hours in SSDC out in the SUN!
But hard works pays off! i PASSSSSSD!!!
While, THANKS DORIN!
hahas, she has been PRAYING for me to pass
TILL SHE FELL ASLP HOR?! HAHAHAHAHS!

Hmm, booookd my Traffic Police Test alr!
Although it cost me 36bucks, bt i dun feel anything,
as getting a bike has alwis beeeeen my dream mans!
and the test date is on 21st AUGUST!
Aprox 2mths frm now! Am living my DREAM!

HAHAHAHS!
Gonna get myself YamahaTZM or Honda NsrSp or Kawasaki KR.
I prays n prays tt nth much will hpns during my TP.

Bet she will pray for me too just like how she does just now yea?
HAHAS am so excitied lahhs..
Its FINALLY kae!!

Well, nth much, gonnna fullstop here!
SHALL NT BRAG TT I HAD PASSD!
shall BRAG more when i PASSD my TP!

CHEERS!
And for her,
i hearts you!


Loves....

This is the song.

This is the song that she sang to me.

Loves it.

Mengenangmu

Mengenangmu
Keris Patih

Takkan pernah habisair mataku,
bila ku ingat tentang dirimu
Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu,
mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri
Adakah disana kau rindu padaku,
meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar,
kan ku tunggu,dirimu

Biarlah ku simpan,
sampai nanti aku,
‘kan ada di sana,
tenanglah dirimu,
dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku
kau tak terlihat lagi
namun cintamu abadi
Biarlah cintaku
kau tak terlihat lagi
namun cintamu abadi..

Shldnt had done that.

Hais.

i wont pok my nose in it animore.
Afterall, its still your cash.

i just dun like ppl to take advantages of you.
Hope you really do understand what i meant.
and hopes that you understand that i flared,
is purely that i cared abt you.
If not, i wont even care a single bit.


am feeling, something is not right again..

More Than Words

More Than Words
Romanticas International


Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew

How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words


Enjoy.. ... ..

2nd Time

She SANG agn for the 2nd TIME!
CUTE sio!
HAHAS!
Somemore sing XUAN ZHE sia!

Look HERE!
i WANT you to SING with me!

WAITING and am WAITING!
Not only WAITING for you to SING,
But WAITING for other else.


Waiting for you... .. ...

1st time

HAHAS!

SHE SANG, for the 1st time!
Not bad sio!
CHEERS*


Rindu...

Saya Cinta Pada Mu

28th of each month is soon reaching..
its in THIS coming SAT!
Well, though my allowance is only SGD$500,
i alr plannd how 2 spent it alr!

Gonna bring em go FISHERMAN VILLAGE
to dine n wine. hopefuly everything runs smoothly.
HintHint*

Whenever i gt my pay, theres only 1reason.
Am changing DEPARTMENT in the next 2days.

Should i say am happy or rather
shld i say am just glad?
Life in GlobalKitchen,Breakfast Runner
Totally FCUKD up.
You will find old man playing POLICTICS with you.
For example, u gt MC during his shift,
for the nxt shift, he will PURPOSELY take MC.
just to make u slog like how he slog when i am on MC.
Come on, its like, WHAT THE FUCK.
Imagine a uncle tt is aged 50+ playing GAMES w you?
i bet, YOU WILL FAINT*.

Well, perhaps leaving GlobalKitchen is a good thing.
in thr, i didnt learn anything, trust me.
EXCEPT for EGGS!
SunnySide, OverEasy, Scrambble, 3FoldEgg.
and, TOP UP BUFFET.
Thats ALL.
Eh, get this in your mind,
i SPENT 2K over in SHATEC not to learn TOPPING UP buffet.
But bt cook and whip up dishes.
i believe, if any of you were to challenge me, i wnt lose to u.
Do you knw putting me to TOP UP buffet makes me feel like?
it makes me feel like am just a NORMAL PART TIMER,
BUT FACT IS, I HAVE HOTEL MANGEMENT KNOWLEDGE.
FOOD COSTING, BEVERAGE, BASIC FOOD, and ETC!
so please dun treat me like some CHINA man
and ask me work SHIT STUFFS.
EVEN CHINA MAN GETS TO COOK.
Well, i knw am just a trainee,
but watch out, when the day comes and am UP THERE,
prepare to wash clean ur backside and wash the dishes for me!
i say it, i mean it folks!

So i guess, leaving GlobalKitchen is something good.
Don't you thinks so?
Nxt Department, BRUNCH or rather POOLSIDE RESTURANT.
i seriously hopes that i would b able to push my
culinary arts skills and knowledge to a higher level.
PEACE and PRAYS!

AND for HER!
LOOOOOOOK HERE hor!
My ring is alr with you.
Am just waiting for that NEW ring in RETURN.
i wouldnt want my finger to go empty.
so HINT* you better knw what i wants!
HAHAS!
Simply Loves you.

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Aku Cinta* pada mu..

promise

i love you,
Saw this?

a promise made by me.



loves...

i admit, am selfish.

SORRY!
you SAW this huh?
AM SO SORRRY TOWARDS YOU!

YES,
i ADMIT am SELFISH!
cause its impossible for me to does that!

Blame me for all my selfishness, perhaps i would feel better.

Am sorry towards you.



i am pursing my love.. ... ..

Serious

ARGHHH..
Now its like 320am and am starting work at 430am.
Just simply cnt sleep lahhs.

I seriously cnt,
she cn take it like just so easy!
WTF, y cnt i.
i SERIOUSLY need LIQUOR instead of BEER.

Am planning for my ANNUAL LEAVE.
Take a 3days for me to wack dwn myself.
i believe thats the best solution.



i will nvr trust relationship ever again....

i will help you

Forgetting me is what you wants to do,
i will help you to forget me.

drug

You're just like a drug,
Which am addicted to.

我以为

我以为 Sam LeeShengJie



痛是什么 感觉
是想呐喊 却无言
心被你 一片一片
撕下还 不肯碎裂

是谁让你 转变
不再留恋 我的体贴
你用背叛 告别从前
我只想对你更好不理怨

我以为爱是痛苦的慈悲熬过宽容的疲惫幸福会给我抚慰
心疼你 的泪水 原谅你的不对只求交心不苛求完美
我以为爱是痛苦的慈悲你会让我不后悔 这样把你宝贝
但你却教会我懂爱你 可悲爱不在了 做什么都枉费

是谁让你 转变
不再留恋 我的体贴
你用背叛 告别从前
我只想对你更好不理怨

我以为爱是痛苦的慈悲熬过宽容的疲惫幸福会给我抚慰
心疼你 的泪水 原谅你的不对只求交心不苛求完美
我以为爱是痛苦的慈悲你会让我不后悔 这样把你宝贝
但你却教会我懂爱你 可悲爱不在了 做什么都枉费

Duxton Road.

For once, we sat dwn with beer mugs and chilled.
INCLUDING HIM cn!
HAHAS! nahhs, they are there to company me bahs.
HAHAS!

Agn, this time,
bottles bottles,
Ta Ta TA,
MERLION, MERLION and MERLION!
Didnt really drink much..
5Jug beer plus 3cans beer, consider loads?
doubt so, 1jug = 2bottles
so do the caluations yourself folks! HAHAS! its E maths!

HAHAS, we had our 3BROTHERS talk at VIVO!
hmm, perhaps the 3of us were abit tipsy bahs,
for once, we 3 teard, and i mean, real teard.
But guess it would bring us closer?
Esp for CLWY,GuangMing and JieSheng,
LOOK here, YOU 3 ARE A BOND to me,
You guys are part of my life. YOU guys cnt LEAVE me yea?
Am MUSHY alr lahhs!
HAHAS.


Enough abt my PUBBING story!
Shall post up some PICTURES!
and, NXT STOP, MOS!
JieSheng, SAW THIS?
HAHAS, Ministry of SOUND!
START SAVING NOW!! CHEERS*


Lastly, THANKS HIM for accompany
US to this types of places, we need a breathe yea?
Was real glad tt u were w us, if nt, we 2 sure drunk DEATH!
HAHAS THANKS AH GU!
SYMLES!!




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Sorry

This songs suits how am feeling now.
ENJOY folks!

SORRY
sorry... i am really sorry.我又一次把你气哭在陌生街头
爱你...我当然爱你
自从第一眼到现在什至没人敢预测的将来
请你相信不是我不愿意改变我自已
而是一再努力又一再放弃那个软弱的自已
其实我恨透了我自已没有认输的勇气让你受尽了不安和委屈
你是我这一生这一生最最最害怕去伤害到的人
也是我这一生这一生唯一能让我安定下来的人
虽然我并没有并没有并没有一身温纯的灵魂
但是我很愿意很愿意做那个永远照顾你的人
我的爱人请听我有颗不善言语的心
只能够看着你远处的背影

Life is too short to entertain silly thoughts

Shall gear bck to my past life.
Thought my past life would be the past,
for i knew i had fallen for her, and things would change.
But, NAHHS!

Hate drinking, dancing, flirting life.
but life is this way, in order for you to forget.

Life is simply too short to be caught up in
sillyy thoughts, no point entertaining such thoughts.

Everything will b left behind aft today!

Double0, MOS, Zouk, Cheekkys and WILD HOG!
i would b there! WAIT FOR ME!!



Beer n Cigs are my dearest..

Doring Ang Ghuat Li

She's in love, with someone new.
No doubt am happy with her being in loved,
tapi, i wanna let her knw why.
Not that i dunwanna accept you.
is i dunno how shld i accept you.
Both of us, we have different point of views in life.
Both of us, we have different walks of life.
Most imptly, i knw tt i cnt b a good bf if i accept you,
as for i knw that i had fallen for someone else.
the X factor is not there.
am so sorry, hope that ur new guy will give u a blissful future.
All the best wishes frm, JUSTIN.

i, out of purpose, saw a msg frm else.
saying, what IF i wn you.
for a moment, i was staunt. REAL staunt.
didnt knw whats rolling in my mind, a blank is wad i shall calld it.
telling myself, GIVE UP LAHS.
therefore the preivous post is being postd up.
well, keeping to what i said, promise and saw.
i believe, its nt me that she wants.
trying to distance away, but things is nt what i thought to be.
That one word IF may means loads meaning.

She said, we shld nt cntct tt much, for fear of
having too many misunderstanding.
She said, we had to start frm scratch.
Does she knws what is she talking abt? huh?
So easy huh, start frm scratch?

For once, she made me feel like an bug.
a bug, thats buggging her all along,
irraiting her, forcing her for an ans.
sending her unescesarry txts. giving her xtras stress.
for now, a bug is what i shall call myself.
as am nth much better compare to a bug.

the most memorable things tt we had done, i guess
is at amk, popular bahs.
things jus seems so nice, so simple, so stressfree.
u knw, how i wish tt time will pause just for us.
the memoris will b always remembered.

i had a series of surprises line of for u.
just to prove to you, I LOVE YOU.
i cn be the most romantic guy u ever knew,
but chances are nt on my side, am dull.
no doubt i did put in alot of effort to plan.
but guess i wont b able to use it on u AT ALL.
for, u wont even wans to see me, i suppose.

true, each heartbeat of mine, beats ur name.
whenever i saw you, i will have a
undescrible feeling, over-excitied.
how i wish, i could just grab ur small lil hand,
and never to let you go.
sitting beside the sea, enjoying the breeze.
looking into your eyes and say, I LOVE YOU.
pampering you will all the loves tt i hv got.
loving n caring you like i nvr done before.
BUT how am i gonna do all this without
you by my side? you heard me?

Perhaps falling in love w you shldnt hav started.
But since it does, y bother to run away frm it?
FACE it, YES LOOK, i am saying,
I LOVE YOU. i admit.
Cntct lesser, prevent misunderstanding?
CRAPS! NOBODY cn DOES that!
you cn? i doubt so, for i knw ure nt a reptiles.

If am the one u loved, y r u afraid to hurt the other?
LOVE is selfish, its damn selfish.
Pursing ur love is something u OUGHT to do.
if you tells me AM nt the one u LOVED,
i wont feel hurt nor blame you either!
cause i knw that, u have the right to choose.
but i knw and cn feel that AM the one u LOVED.
But why times n again, u stumber me dwn
by showing to me that AM nt the one u LOVED.

Am confident of making you smile.
Am confident of making you happy.
Am confident that u will be treatd the way a girl shld be treated.
Am confident that am the one youre looking for.
BUT why times n agn, u chose to RUN.

DORIN ANG, loook here,
Youre the one that i loved, and i believe
am the one u loved too.
STOP deciving yourself.
be brave enough to acept the love.
i shall repeat myself agn,
I LOVE YOU, DORIN ANG GHUAT LI.

aft this, i wnt b txting u ever agn,
but i will b waiting for ur txts.
remember, i will b waiting......


Youre the one that i loved.

decided

i have decided.
you guys wont knw what i meant,
cause its not for you all to knw.

Shall whine back the time, and pretend
nth had happens. ignorence is bliss.
its a blessing in degise.

Just give me 1week.
TRUST ME.


May all the memories be printd onto my heart.

You're just like a tattooo, printd on my heart

Loads things happened. Or rather, things are
starting to get out of hand alr. And i mean, OUT OF HAND.

She told me she liked him but its juust temporary.
She told me she cried when i walked away.
She told me she will woo me back personally.
She told me just let her withdraw.
She told me i DONT UNDERSTAND.

i really wish i could understand girl.
But its just like some RIDDLES tt u wanna test me.
Its hard to guess, and am tired of this GUESS2 thingy.
i wan a FIX ans.

i will WAIT for you,
or rather, BEWARE of me. i will GO ALL THE MILES
just to MAKE YOU MINE.


Ure' just like a tattooo, printd on my heart.