Birthday present

i gotta thanks gladyis loads man!
been so long since i last received a present!
she gave me a CHIVAS 12years! 1litre!
so touchd lahs!
hahas!

Soon am turning to 18.
theres loads thing for me to fulfil.
1st Bike liscense
2nd Tattoo
3rd Club in the most expensive disco
so on and so for.

am targeting myself by august to own a bike.
KAWASAKI sports bike, am coming!

been so long since i buy a present for myself for my birthday!
and i guess i will do it this time since its my grand 18th
am going for tattoo.
one on back ankle.
one on upper right back
one on left upper chest.

hahas!
Dont be surprise if u met me on street nxt time!
cheers*


how i wish i am nt born, so i dont have to celebrate lonely birthdays...

Sorry Guys!

Heys man!
So sorry guys!

Been so dead here in my blog!
shall make it alive again!
hahas

Sorry guys!


Been sturdying very hard for my final semester examination.
i seriously lack of sleep man!
Shall endure!
Sat will be the end of my paper!
and Monday will b my birthday!

CHEERS*


Blood's thicker than water? Fcuk your mother if its true..

Tanjong Pagar, Duxton Road

Tanjong Pagar had been my FAVOURITE place.

Esp in the pub named
WILD HOG
am WILD over it just like a HOG!
am loving it over there!
CHEERS!

Gosh, i had drank the most SUCKS tiger in my life!
Xian Zhi pub which is at Bencoolen St
Its basically just,
Tiger mixed with Water!
So CLEVER hor!
Yucks!

Duxton road, its in my list of FRAME!


am fetish over Wild Hog...

Pulling my socks up

i left only about 2weeks more to my GRADUATION!
Initally am OVERJOY about it, but right now
am worried abt it.

Due to my expulsion, the school had cancel my contract
with Crowne Plaza Changi Airport.
i wasnt informed of that until Mr Vincent had told me.
Jason said its a BLESSING instead.
Due to the location different.

But do they know why i wanted to join that hotel?
1st. My mum is working there, so i had more time to
meet up with her.
2nd. Its a brand new hotel, meaning i would be the opening
batch, or rather pioneer as they call it. Wouldnt it boast up
my resume in the long run?

i shall think hard about it and perhaps join other hotels.
but the main reason is, i had already REJECTED 5 wellknown
hotels in Singapore. How on earth am i suppose to tell em?
i had been expel and therefore contract terminated?
if i tell em this, the chance is total ZERO!
Hais, i shall see what i cn do!
But the main thing is that i had been reinstated and its
better than losing a hotel, am i right?

i got to go for interviews again,
i had project to do,
i had work to revise,
i had makeup to finish,
i had to plan stuffs.
Come on' how on earth am i suppose to do all this within 2week?
Well, God Knows.

When to sturdy with Jowy,Queenie.Kexin
at HollandV CoffeeBean.
and i realise that in fact, i knw nothing about food costing.
and the best part is i did not sit for that 40% progress test.
i got to PULL up my VERY socks if i want my GPA to be above 2.
if not, i got to suck thumb and pay for referal paper!
WTF!
Not only food cost, i missed my WSQ paper too!
Tell me, how am i suppose to pass my GPA!
Well, God Knows!

Right now, am just PULLING my socks in progress!
for the nxt week, i would be camping in libary.
Sturdy with me if you want!

Anw, my birthday is just 3weeks later,
its not my SWEET 16 birthday or whatever!
its my GRAND 18th BIRTHDAY!
for all my 17years, i nvr had a good celebration.
i guess i shall make my 18th birthday GRAND!
if you guys gt any idea, let me knw alrtyes?
CHEERS!


Life is all about making desicion...

Turning point

In life, theres always ups and downs
And in each obstacle you encounter, it will only makes
you stronger and grow up.
Theres no such things as easy smoothing life,
if there is, perhaps youre living in a paradise.

Through this lesson, i had learnt that in life
each desicion you make will there will be a price to pay.
For eg, i choose a NewYork Cheescake over a Chocolate Muffin
if the cheesecake tastes like shit, i still have to finish it
as its my desicion and nobody forces me to,
therefore its the PRICE that i had pay.

Am prepared to face the music couple of weeks ago,
as i told myself, its my own desicion to alter it, nobody forces me to.
If i did not take the responsibility, then WHO WILL.

Each and every indiviual will have their own turning point.
i had mine, and i guess i had grown up by an inch.
Am grateful that the price that i had to pay for my mistake is minor.

Commiting a crime is a mistake, but most imptly
its not the crime that matters, but its the lesson you learnt from it.
i wonders, why in all my 18years, am leading a hardship,
facing family probs, money probs
perhaps that something that god wanna tell me and let me know,
Work hard towards my dream
Work hard for a good life
Work hard for the next generation
And i shall WORK for all those dreams i wanted.

i wants my life to be simple,
Living in a simple house, driving a simple car with a family of four.
and i shall head towards my dream now,
RIGHT NOW!


Life is worthless without mistake, mistake is for you to learn and overcome.

Thanks God, Re-instatement

Am back, back and i mean am BACKD!
I JUSTIN had been Reinstated!

Finally, that 1week is totally a damnn torture towards me.
Waking up in the morn, and thinks abt my appeal status.
That kinda of feeling totally sucks man!

Now am back, i would treasure the chance given to me by SHATEC.
And i promise that i would put in my best effort to the chance given.
And i shall nt screwed myself up again.

I sincerly gives all my thanks to my classmates,
though i had been such an idoit in their eyes, but they still
helped me by signing the letter, am touched, totally touched.
Thanks you guys, DCS407(B)
But other than em, theres this particular trainer that i wanna thanks,
Mr Vincent Tan,
He takes time off his busy shedule and went to the
extra mile to fight my case, am thankful for that.
That is the 1st time a trainer that had made me respect,
and i mean, RESPECT!

During those difficuilty times, theres still this bunch of peeps,
JasonYan JowyLee ChrisYeap XueMing DesmondTan
JunHong CoddyTan QueenieLeong KeXin StephanieLee
GuangMing CherylnLim NaNa
they didnt gave up hope in me, and rather,
they stood by me during those difficult times,
i Justin sincerly thanks em for the time they sacrafics in me.
But theres still the last one, my main concern,
thats Mdm Phang, my mum..
From the day that i had been expelled, she is totally
not angry with me at all, she didnt reprimand me,
instead, she is the one who asked me to be strong,
am thankful for god, giving me such a understanding mum.
Lastly, THANKS you guys!

Am thankful for SHATEC giving me a 2nd chance,
Am thankful for all my BROTHERS!
Am thankful for what my mum had done
Am thankful for my course tutor had done.
and, THANKS GOD.

Am BACK!

theres always a turning point in life..

Fight till the END

Seriously, i thought of giving up.
But my friends are there, they did nt give up, why shld i?

i wunt want their effort to go to waste.
i wunt want Vincent Tan's effort go to waste too.

He said, if i gave up, he would SLAP me!
and he said, dunt PA BANG(Wack Flys) at home. REVISE my work.

Fine, since thats the case, i will
FIGHT till the END with the school.

Guys, SEE ME IN SCHOOL KAE!
WAIT FOR ME!


Waiting is a hectic process..

Smashed

Am still recovering from my shock.
Its over.

I had already shot up my appeal letter the day after.
My classmates helpd me by signing a letter to plead on my behalf.

But i knw, chances are not that high.

As days goes by, my confident gets lesser and lesser.

And i felt that its totally no chances at all.

Right now, what i can do is wait, wait and wait.
What the fuck is this?

Mr Vincent Tan told me to kep my finger cross,
and he will help mi shot up a letter to the admin.

i seriously hope all this would help my appeal to be sucessfull.

Right now, i felt that my dreams, my wish and my goal and my future,
ARE ALL SMASHED.

Fuck it, i SCREWD myself.


Life is nothing but a junk-full of hardship and SHITES!