Hugo Boss

Awww, i had alr received it..
Thanks you so much!
Loves you lahs! hahs!

its a HugoBoss perfume.
i doubt tt cost cheap.
its super expensive i guess..
i nv receive such item before in my life!

And together with a letter,
and and, its full of COTTON WOOL lohs!
WTH! hahas! so cute lahs!

Ntg gonna change my love for you..

My Heart

If you love somebody,
Could we be this strong.
I would fight to win,
Our love will conger all.
Wouldnt risk my love,
Even just one night,
All love you stay in my heart.

Merry Christmas

Laddies and Gentlemen,
Let the DEEJAY YOYO MR,J JUSTIN K ZHONG LIE
Wish all of you guys a Merry Merry CHRISTMAS!
hahs!

Symles guys! its X'mas eh!
But for me, its kinda SAD MAS! When to work uh, on Xmas eve. Cause of the DOUBLE PAY! Meaning an hr i workd is 12Bucks! hahs!
After work, when with AhTong,Jason&Lester to esplande to drink. We are the grps of LONELY guys! No girls company tis Xmas mahs! thats whie! We smoked, we drank.. Shoikd!
Headed dwn to Newton Circus to makan TULANG uh! After that headed home. Tipsy cym smoky! Wa lan eh! Bad for health. Whu cares! hehs!
Peace out!

i did replied her, bt she cnt recieive, and tot i bu li ta le.
am so sad kae!
bu yao xiang zhe wo bu li ni,
shi yin wei, wo bu hui bu li ni de!

Loves is when i loves you!

Walk with me

Walk with me,
Thru the end of time.
I will love you like i nv does before,
I would cherish you like no one else does before.
You're in my Heart,
Even the werld had closes it doors.
I would clutch my hands and pray,
Pray that this little girl would walk with me thru the aisle.

No mes A Mes

New York

Stephanie had flew alr... Well, am kinda missing her now.. And when she txtd me, telling me that she wont knw when she would be back to Spore, maybe earliest ChineseNewYear 2008, i was like.. Shock.. Dont know whut shld i do.. She reached Frankfurt 1st, den off to NewYork. Perhaps i shld be happy for her, she would be enjoying her holidays! But hopes she stil remembers me uh..
Misses her!
And soon, Sharifa would be too, going for her hols at Malaysia. i was like wondering lahs.. Why my closed one chose to leave during the festive season.. and leaves me alone here... You knw, feeling so cold and lonely is nothing to be happy about..
Misses her too!
O.. Another day had passed.. and i GUESS my illness is getting better. Am just like wasting my time away lahs, Morning, ShatecAttachment, Afternoon, Work. Kaos!
How sia! Am like dying!!
And, Great, CoffeeClub
just CHANGES it menu again..
Gonna get headache again.. Ni Na Beh!
Besta days for you guys!
CHEERS*

Memories of us stil remains(14)

Almost Here

Almost Here
(feat. Delta Goodrem)


Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with youI'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with youI'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

38.7 Degree'C

Well done JUSTIN!! hahs! After about 6months, i finaallllly STOPPPED smoking! But for 1day only.. The whole of ytd, i didnt even touch a cigs! Perhaps i would use this chance to quit my bad heavy smoking habits! Well, woke up in the morning, was feeling so uneasy, headed down to the clinic. Having fever which is 38.7DC eh! wtf!!, flu, cough, bacteria attack... LOADS LAHS! so TOOK my medi and pays the bill, and the bill rush up to 30bucks loh! WTF, adding in the polyclinic bill, kaos! its 40plus alr can! Am broke again! NABEI!.. Despite sick, i stil went to work in the afternooon, was not in the best shape of myself.. Hands are shivering, flu kept coming plus having the side headache.. kaos! Then am wonering uh, is it the medi's side effect or is it due to i didnt smoke for a day alr?.. How i wish my illness cn heal faster.. Theres loads thingy i hvnt done.. PLEASE RECOVER fast!.. Sharifah didnt txt me animore.. Wonder how is she doing uh.. And, Stephanie is leaving for U.S on the 18th Dec. Wish her Bon Vonyage. Surely miss her !

A broken relationship can never be mended, right?

Ups & Downs

Phew, finally got the time to have a great rest and upload a proper post..
Loads things had happended around me, family issue is a great problem to me..
Cash is a bigger issue to me now... Things seems to be piling piling and piling adding on to my stress and adding on to my burden... Hais.. feeling damn down, damn low. Be it physically or emotionly, am weak.. They peoples got to leave me in the lurch at the eage of my weakest time? Hais.. Enough about it alr.. The more i thinks about it, the harder my heart will ache..
When for a doctor visit ytd at polyclinic. My cough doesnt seems to heal and am worried uh. Then the doc askd me to do an XRay. i was like thinkin uh, KAOS! XRAY EH! WHUT BIG TYME ILLNESS I HAD SUFFERED!! And luckly, my lungs xray are clear and normal, LUCKILY the xray cntt detect if had i been smoking HEAVILY lately.. HENG!! Cause i had been puffing and puffing like nobody's business, i am stress guys! i am emotionly down guys! Undatsnd me bahs! And the doc suspected me of having asthma! i was also like, eh! whut the hell lahs! i had been FREE from ILLNESS for the moment i am born till now, i wont kena de lahs! So he asked me to proceed to the appoitment counter to book an appointment, den i was like telling GuangMing lahs, eh, fcuk care lahs, i nono asthma wants lahs! Lets bill it man! And off i go! Well, bt theres a guilt in me uh, am afraid tt i am suffering from it, cause the sytmons are smiliar.. Perhpas nxt yr Jan i will go SATA for a Full Body checkup, including blood test, HIV test. GuangMing insisted me to do it. Whut the HELL! hahs!
Work at CoffeeClub is not that stressful uh, as i got bunch of LAME cooks whu would LAME tgt gather with me! And not forgeting those SERVICE STAFF! Whu aliws CEKUP MELAYU DAGAN AKU! hahs! CHEERS to u all!
But once again lahs! ITS TIRING you knw? imagine u sleeping only 5hours DAILY and the rest of the hours you are being COOP up in KITCHEN which is hot and stuffy, not sick oso work till sick loh! BETOL TAK?
Anyway, Wishes all the peeps out there, an early MERRY XMAS! i wonders how am i gonna celebrate this xmas. Most imptly, with who.....

i admited sometimes when i walk pass there, i saw you, but doesnt have the courage to tells you.

Everlasting Love

Everlasting love? Holly SHIT! there nth as such everlasting love hao bu hao? i wont believe in love animore, coz theres no such thing as everlasting love. i wonder how am i gonna have another girlfriend ever again when my thinking is like this.. how i wish some one. a girl that cn make me change my thinking. Why Stephanie hav to lie to me? and Why Sharifah got to be so heartless. Enough! its enough! my life now is not about love animore. its about CASH! i wanna earn and buy myself a bike. Perhaps i would use this to numb myself! To all the couples in the werld, theres nth as EVERLASTING LOVE! TakeCare! Hope u guys will breakup soon!

You saw me? Or u purposely walk pass there?

他不爱我

他不爱我　牵手的时候太冷清　
拥抱的时候不够靠近　
他不爱我 说话的时候不认真　
沉默的时候又太用心
我知道他不爱我　
他的眼神　说出他的心　
我看透了他的心 还有别人逗留的背影　
他的回忆清除得不够乾净
我看到了他的心　演的全是他和她的电影　
他不爱我 尽管如此　他还是赢走了我的心

Damn FCUKING shagged!

Guys!! Sorry for the LATE LATE post!
Was busy over some stuffs.. Dont have much time for REST so the MORE i dun have the time to come online! So i SEEK you guys de undanstanding..
I found myself a JOB, Part-time COOK at Marina Square, CoffeeClub.
Didnt know that i would be so damn shag having this job loh.. Look... i will tell u my shedule kae?
Mon to Sun work in Rosette(Attachment) 7am to 230pm.
Mon-Fri 4pm to 10pm CoffeeClub.
Sat 9am to 12Mid Coffeeclub.
Sun 230pm to 11pm Coffeeclub.
FCUK up rtye my SHEDULE?
Hais.. i nv felt this SHAGGED b4, Am like so DAMN FCUKING SHAGGED!
Somemore guess what? Am sicked.. Damn sick lahs! Dry coughing. Twice i had cough up BLOOD sia! Was wondering what had hpned to me sia!
i skipped Rosette tdae, was SLEEPING at home.. And that "CHEF "asked me to GET MYSELF A MC, if not he give me DP! what the fuk loh! Get MC needs MONEY kae!
if i have the money i wont be working liaos! Kan ni nah! Kak Kak kau PEH laki.
Haiss.. dunno uh! Damn shagged jiu shi le lahs!
If you guys are concern! Do ring me kae!
Shall not GRUMBLE down here le!
See you guys soon!!
WAIT FOR MY POST HOR!

i miss you, and i saw you....