i must CHANGE

i must chnge my habit
and, i must KEEP that fuking habit of mine as soon as possible,
if nt am gonna suffer big time out there in the industry in the long run, future.

why am i not being disciplined?
i must CHANGE!

i SWEAR, i wont be late again, cause i simply canot afford to..

late late late, NO MORE!

trust or no trust, its not the case

Its not that i dun wanna trust u. is i feel uncomfortable...
not uncomfortable with you, but to the way we are.
theres loads i wanna tell you when i met u.

Takecare girl.

FCUKER-[S]

Well, this post is DEDICATED to all those FCUKERS that wanna
GET something out from MY BLOG!
Esp the 2007 post that i had posted..
PLEAE leave my blog as, my blog DOES NOT welcome you AT ALL.
get it? so please, FUCK OFF.
A BUNCH OF IDOITS!

Singapore Hotel and Toursim Educational Centre

Woooo, its alr 14Jan uh, meaning, school at SHAtec is going to start again..
2weeks holidays is like, not enough lohs! Cause, had been working and working uh.
Hopes to get more and more CASH! am a CASHY FACE!

Phone had just been recovered from the NOKIA shop! Whut the HELL!

For the past 3mths while am having practicum, loads things happen..
i went to 3places to do my learning,
Charcoal,
Production Kitchen &
Rosette.
Learnt quite a number of skills from this 3places, which made me a better "COOK".

Cant wait to go back to THEROY lessons!
Cheers for
Singapore Hotel and Tourism Educational Centre [SHAtec] !!

Traces of you remains..

Am neither Chua nor PHANG

Hmm, mood kinda shity lahs, was angry about my sister, first day of school and till 11pm still not home, there4 ringd my "Mother" she guess wad LAN JIAO she tell me? Eh, your temper more n more like your useless "Father" eh, and when your sister is back dun scold her. And my heart is like, kan ni na beh lau chee bye, tiu le lo mo shi fak lo, ham ga chan, puki mak and etc. and damn angry uh. i cn totally hack abt her want lehs, but she is still my sister lahs. i dun care for her, whu will? i dun wish her to get cheated. Wo zhe yi bei zhi, zhi you yi ke mei mei lehs. Ya, although u dun lives with us, doesnt mean that you cn simply swipe you farking backside and hack about Chua[S] so u cn enjoy yourself with that ediert boifren of yours? I am really angry lahs. All the females in my house loooks and acts allike, FUCK UP is whut i cn say, like mother like daughter both SISTER is FUKING SHIT! SAW this? Get me? FUKING SHIT! nth bt a bunch of prosuities! GET ME? BUAY SONG LAI LOH! Well, in me, i dun remember i gt sisters do i? and in my heart, i long ago regarded myself as an orphange, i dun have Dad and Mum and the house that am living in is someone rentd to me want. Once i get enough, i shall move and nv to be back, guess whut, am so ashame that my surname is CHUA.Am alr quite "fan" abt this alr and steph msn me, asking abt me and my exgf, and i told her loh, after that, dunno if is she jealous or whut lahs, gib me kinda att. Whut the hell lahs. You askd me, tot she cn take it whut, shld i knw tis would hpn, i wouldnt breathe a word, shld i die? huh? so nthg would b bothering me! i guess am turning into a heartless creature now. Please dun make me lost faith in love agn. i alr need some love from love ones which i had been lacking of, family love. and why! aiya! FUCK IT LAHS! Kan ni nah!i cnt believe i sennd such a heartless msg to Mdm Phang. Well, i guess i had alr grow up bahs, and due to them, am a person whu had seen loads different kind of people. i dun need anybody in my life. i wont die! LISTEN CAREFULLY esp the CHUA and the PHANG, WITHOUT YOU ALL I WONT DIE!

Am a child with no parents, i detest my blood Mum and Dad..

Welcome 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Its a year of RATS! And i solemly WELCOMES you my dear 2008! i sincerly hopes you would bring me loads and loads of happiness and helps me find a good gf whu would be my LIFELONG parthner! and i guess you HAD alr help me FOUND it? Rtyes? Didnt reallly celebrate 2008 lahs, was at MillienaWalk CoffeeClub with gangs to catch fireworks. and though its kinda SIAN HALF lahs, but well, i had a GOOD start for the GOOD year! CHEERS*

My payday is just a stone's throw away!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Recaps of 2007

Year2007 had endd.
FINALLY it had endd. Its been a bad year for me. A total bad year. It started off as a BAD minute too. Was supposed to wait for Haziqah to end work and catch firework tgt. But, things are forever things uh, stuffs are forever stuffs uh. And due to my bad temper, i fought with her on 11.45pm and till 12am. And catches fireworks alone uh, and went home sorang. And it was alr 2007 uh, things didnt went well for the follwing mths, and too, due to my temper, we broke up, feng shou le. Its on feb. and from then on, i didnt does anytin for that year, except FIGHTS FIGHTS and more FIGHTS. Lanndd in hospital also due to fights. As i recap whut i had reallly done for 2007, i realise, nahhhh, theres nth i had done that i am proud abt, learnd how to drink, learnd how to clubs, learned how to fight, learnd how to be a gangster. And right now at this moment, i guess am to stupid alr. As i always tell myself, am till this state due to her! But whutever it is, fact is always a fact, i cause myself to be in this state, whu can i blame except myself? hor? 2007 FLIES, and though almost evryday seems bad, i too had good days too, i met AhBoy,Fiona,Alan and gang, sportslink gang! And we had fun together. and i too knew Stephanie. And not forgetting i had chnged 3jobs in 2007! Sportslink to Starbucks to Coffeeclub. My work RESUME is POWER de kae! i HAD loads EXPERIENCE! hehs! And the greatest thing tt i tink i had done for 2007 is, i REDUCED my WEIGHT! from a ULTRA fat guy to a NORMAL build guy! CHEERS lahs! waiting for whut? hahs! And i guess 1 year for me to completely forgets about Haziqah is sufficient. Life in 2007 is not about her animore.. Wink*
Lastly, GOOOOOOOD BYE to 2007! i HATE you!

New life awaits me.