This is the song.

This is the song that she sang to me.

Loves it.

Mengenangmu

Mengenangmu
Keris Patih

Takkan pernah habisair mataku,
bila ku ingat tentang dirimu
Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu,
mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri
Adakah disana kau rindu padaku,
meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar,
kan ku tunggu,dirimu

Biarlah ku simpan,
sampai nanti aku,
‘kan ada di sana,
tenanglah dirimu,
dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku
kau tak terlihat lagi
namun cintamu abadi
Biarlah cintaku
kau tak terlihat lagi
namun cintamu abadi..

Shldnt had done that.

Hais.

i wont pok my nose in it animore.
Afterall, its still your cash.

i just dun like ppl to take advantages of you.
Hope you really do understand what i meant.
and hopes that you understand that i flared,
is purely that i cared abt you.
If not, i wont even care a single bit.


am feeling, something is not right again..

More Than Words

More Than Words
Romanticas International


Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew

How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words


Enjoy.. ... ..

2nd Time

She SANG agn for the 2nd TIME!
CUTE sio!
HAHAS!
Somemore sing XUAN ZHE sia!

Look HERE!
i WANT you to SING with me!

WAITING and am WAITING!
Not only WAITING for you to SING,
But WAITING for other else.


Waiting for you... .. ...

1st time

HAHAS!

SHE SANG, for the 1st time!
Not bad sio!
CHEERS*


Rindu...

Saya Cinta Pada Mu

28th of each month is soon reaching..
its in THIS coming SAT!
Well, though my allowance is only SGD$500,
i alr plannd how 2 spent it alr!

Gonna bring em go FISHERMAN VILLAGE
to dine n wine. hopefuly everything runs smoothly.
HintHint*

Whenever i gt my pay, theres only 1reason.
Am changing DEPARTMENT in the next 2days.

Should i say am happy or rather
shld i say am just glad?
Life in GlobalKitchen,Breakfast Runner
Totally FCUKD up.
You will find old man playing POLICTICS with you.
For example, u gt MC during his shift,
for the nxt shift, he will PURPOSELY take MC.
just to make u slog like how he slog when i am on MC.
Come on, its like, WHAT THE FUCK.
Imagine a uncle tt is aged 50+ playing GAMES w you?
i bet, YOU WILL FAINT*.

Well, perhaps leaving GlobalKitchen is a good thing.
in thr, i didnt learn anything, trust me.
EXCEPT for EGGS!
SunnySide, OverEasy, Scrambble, 3FoldEgg.
and, TOP UP BUFFET.
Thats ALL.
Eh, get this in your mind,
i SPENT 2K over in SHATEC not to learn TOPPING UP buffet.
But bt cook and whip up dishes.
i believe, if any of you were to challenge me, i wnt lose to u.
Do you knw putting me to TOP UP buffet makes me feel like?
it makes me feel like am just a NORMAL PART TIMER,
BUT FACT IS, I HAVE HOTEL MANGEMENT KNOWLEDGE.
FOOD COSTING, BEVERAGE, BASIC FOOD, and ETC!
so please dun treat me like some CHINA man
and ask me work SHIT STUFFS.
EVEN CHINA MAN GETS TO COOK.
Well, i knw am just a trainee,
but watch out, when the day comes and am UP THERE,
prepare to wash clean ur backside and wash the dishes for me!
i say it, i mean it folks!

So i guess, leaving GlobalKitchen is something good.
Don't you thinks so?
Nxt Department, BRUNCH or rather POOLSIDE RESTURANT.
i seriously hopes that i would b able to push my
culinary arts skills and knowledge to a higher level.
PEACE and PRAYS!

AND for HER!
LOOOOOOOK HERE hor!
My ring is alr with you.
Am just waiting for that NEW ring in RETURN.
i wouldnt want my finger to go empty.
so HINT* you better knw what i wants!
HAHAS!
Simply Loves you.

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Aku Cinta* pada mu..

promise

i love you,
Saw this?

a promise made by me.



loves...

i admit, am selfish.

SORRY!
you SAW this huh?
AM SO SORRRY TOWARDS YOU!

YES,
i ADMIT am SELFISH!
cause its impossible for me to does that!

Blame me for all my selfishness, perhaps i would feel better.

Am sorry towards you.



i am pursing my love.. ... ..

Serious

ARGHHH..
Now its like 320am and am starting work at 430am.
Just simply cnt sleep lahhs.

I seriously cnt,
she cn take it like just so easy!
WTF, y cnt i.
i SERIOUSLY need LIQUOR instead of BEER.

Am planning for my ANNUAL LEAVE.
Take a 3days for me to wack dwn myself.
i believe thats the best solution.



i will nvr trust relationship ever again....

i will help you

Forgetting me is what you wants to do,
i will help you to forget me.

drug

You're just like a drug,
Which am addicted to.

我以为

我以为 Sam LeeShengJie



痛是什么 感觉
是想呐喊 却无言
心被你 一片一片
撕下还 不肯碎裂

是谁让你 转变
不再留恋 我的体贴
你用背叛 告别从前
我只想对你更好不理怨

我以为爱是痛苦的慈悲熬过宽容的疲惫幸福会给我抚慰
心疼你 的泪水 原谅你的不对只求交心不苛求完美
我以为爱是痛苦的慈悲你会让我不后悔 这样把你宝贝
但你却教会我懂爱你 可悲爱不在了 做什么都枉费

是谁让你 转变
不再留恋 我的体贴
你用背叛 告别从前
我只想对你更好不理怨

我以为爱是痛苦的慈悲熬过宽容的疲惫幸福会给我抚慰
心疼你 的泪水 原谅你的不对只求交心不苛求完美
我以为爱是痛苦的慈悲你会让我不后悔 这样把你宝贝
但你却教会我懂爱你 可悲爱不在了 做什么都枉费

Duxton Road.

For once, we sat dwn with beer mugs and chilled.
INCLUDING HIM cn!
HAHAS! nahhs, they are there to company me bahs.
HAHAS!

Agn, this time,
bottles bottles,
Ta Ta TA,
MERLION, MERLION and MERLION!
Didnt really drink much..
5Jug beer plus 3cans beer, consider loads?
doubt so, 1jug = 2bottles
so do the caluations yourself folks! HAHAS! its E maths!

HAHAS, we had our 3BROTHERS talk at VIVO!
hmm, perhaps the 3of us were abit tipsy bahs,
for once, we 3 teard, and i mean, real teard.
But guess it would bring us closer?
Esp for CLWY,GuangMing and JieSheng,
LOOK here, YOU 3 ARE A BOND to me,
You guys are part of my life. YOU guys cnt LEAVE me yea?
Am MUSHY alr lahhs!
HAHAS.


Enough abt my PUBBING story!
Shall post up some PICTURES!
and, NXT STOP, MOS!
JieSheng, SAW THIS?
HAHAS, Ministry of SOUND!
START SAVING NOW!! CHEERS*


Lastly, THANKS HIM for accompany
US to this types of places, we need a breathe yea?
Was real glad tt u were w us, if nt, we 2 sure drunk DEATH!
HAHAS THANKS AH GU!
SYMLES!!




All deleted...

Sorry

This songs suits how am feeling now.
ENJOY folks!

SORRY
sorry... i am really sorry.我又一次把你气哭在陌生街头
爱你...我当然爱你
自从第一眼到现在什至没人敢预测的将来
请你相信不是我不愿意改变我自已
而是一再努力又一再放弃那个软弱的自已
其实我恨透了我自已没有认输的勇气让你受尽了不安和委屈
你是我这一生这一生最最最害怕去伤害到的人
也是我这一生这一生唯一能让我安定下来的人
虽然我并没有并没有并没有一身温纯的灵魂
但是我很愿意很愿意做那个永远照顾你的人
我的爱人请听我有颗不善言语的心
只能够看着你远处的背影

Life is too short to entertain silly thoughts

Shall gear bck to my past life.
Thought my past life would be the past,
for i knew i had fallen for her, and things would change.
But, NAHHS!

Hate drinking, dancing, flirting life.
but life is this way, in order for you to forget.

Life is simply too short to be caught up in
sillyy thoughts, no point entertaining such thoughts.

Everything will b left behind aft today!

Double0, MOS, Zouk, Cheekkys and WILD HOG!
i would b there! WAIT FOR ME!!



Beer n Cigs are my dearest..

Doring Ang Ghuat Li

She's in love, with someone new.
No doubt am happy with her being in loved,
tapi, i wanna let her knw why.
Not that i dunwanna accept you.
is i dunno how shld i accept you.
Both of us, we have different point of views in life.
Both of us, we have different walks of life.
Most imptly, i knw tt i cnt b a good bf if i accept you,
as for i knw that i had fallen for someone else.
the X factor is not there.
am so sorry, hope that ur new guy will give u a blissful future.
All the best wishes frm, JUSTIN.

i, out of purpose, saw a msg frm else.
saying, what IF i wn you.
for a moment, i was staunt. REAL staunt.
didnt knw whats rolling in my mind, a blank is wad i shall calld it.
telling myself, GIVE UP LAHS.
therefore the preivous post is being postd up.
well, keeping to what i said, promise and saw.
i believe, its nt me that she wants.
trying to distance away, but things is nt what i thought to be.
That one word IF may means loads meaning.

She said, we shld nt cntct tt much, for fear of
having too many misunderstanding.
She said, we had to start frm scratch.
Does she knws what is she talking abt? huh?
So easy huh, start frm scratch?

For once, she made me feel like an bug.
a bug, thats buggging her all along,
irraiting her, forcing her for an ans.
sending her unescesarry txts. giving her xtras stress.
for now, a bug is what i shall call myself.
as am nth much better compare to a bug.

the most memorable things tt we had done, i guess
is at amk, popular bahs.
things jus seems so nice, so simple, so stressfree.
u knw, how i wish tt time will pause just for us.
the memoris will b always remembered.

i had a series of surprises line of for u.
just to prove to you, I LOVE YOU.
i cn be the most romantic guy u ever knew,
but chances are nt on my side, am dull.
no doubt i did put in alot of effort to plan.
but guess i wont b able to use it on u AT ALL.
for, u wont even wans to see me, i suppose.

true, each heartbeat of mine, beats ur name.
whenever i saw you, i will have a
undescrible feeling, over-excitied.
how i wish, i could just grab ur small lil hand,
and never to let you go.
sitting beside the sea, enjoying the breeze.
looking into your eyes and say, I LOVE YOU.
pampering you will all the loves tt i hv got.
loving n caring you like i nvr done before.
BUT how am i gonna do all this without
you by my side? you heard me?

Perhaps falling in love w you shldnt hav started.
But since it does, y bother to run away frm it?
FACE it, YES LOOK, i am saying,
I LOVE YOU. i admit.
Cntct lesser, prevent misunderstanding?
CRAPS! NOBODY cn DOES that!
you cn? i doubt so, for i knw ure nt a reptiles.

If am the one u loved, y r u afraid to hurt the other?
LOVE is selfish, its damn selfish.
Pursing ur love is something u OUGHT to do.
if you tells me AM nt the one u LOVED,
i wont feel hurt nor blame you either!
cause i knw that, u have the right to choose.
but i knw and cn feel that AM the one u LOVED.
But why times n again, u stumber me dwn
by showing to me that AM nt the one u LOVED.

Am confident of making you smile.
Am confident of making you happy.
Am confident that u will be treatd the way a girl shld be treated.
Am confident that am the one youre looking for.
BUT why times n agn, u chose to RUN.

DORIN ANG, loook here,
Youre the one that i loved, and i believe
am the one u loved too.
STOP deciving yourself.
be brave enough to acept the love.
i shall repeat myself agn,
I LOVE YOU, DORIN ANG GHUAT LI.

aft this, i wnt b txting u ever agn,
but i will b waiting for ur txts.
remember, i will b waiting......


Youre the one that i loved.

decided

i have decided.
you guys wont knw what i meant,
cause its not for you all to knw.

Shall whine back the time, and pretend
nth had happens. ignorence is bliss.
its a blessing in degise.

Just give me 1week.
TRUST ME.


May all the memories be printd onto my heart.

You're just like a tattooo, printd on my heart

Loads things happened. Or rather, things are
starting to get out of hand alr. And i mean, OUT OF HAND.

She told me she liked him but its juust temporary.
She told me she cried when i walked away.
She told me she will woo me back personally.
She told me just let her withdraw.
She told me i DONT UNDERSTAND.

i really wish i could understand girl.
But its just like some RIDDLES tt u wanna test me.
Its hard to guess, and am tired of this GUESS2 thingy.
i wan a FIX ans.

i will WAIT for you,
or rather, BEWARE of me. i will GO ALL THE MILES
just to MAKE YOU MINE.


Ure' just like a tattooo, printd on my heart.

Beer

Ytd had been downing and downing beer.
HAHAS!
Bottles Bottles Bottles, TA, TA, TA, end up
MERLION, MERLION, MERLION!
hahas!

Well, had the suddden urge to drink
therefore hestitate no more and just do it.

End the beer session ard 1130pm,
Slept at 12am woke up at ard 330am for work,
SUPER STEAM DUDES!
Eyes half open, somemore still SEH SEH!
FUKING SHIT!
HAHAS!

Its been a hard past few days for us, me n him.
we decided, let everything gone.
at least, the friendship is still strong though.
Regarding her, hais, guess she had found new one.
and hopes everything turns out well for em!
Guess i would b agn single for another year..


Its OVER!

confused

i really wish to patch back with her,
but something, something, is holding me back.
i didnt knw whats thats. WHAT shld i do.

on the otha hand, we both and fallen for the same girl.
i dun dare to say i had FALLEN in love with her
as i believe this is nt calld love, its calld
feelings for a girl, someone new.

due to this 2 probs, my mood been swinging,
what shld i do. am damn blooody confuse.
how i wish a gunshot n just shot me to death me

fuck relationships.

Beer Belly

Was out the whole ytd night celebrating
JieSheng Belated party.
Though the party was plannd last min, but i
guess, everything turns out well yea?
SYMLES!

And, for such a long time, i didnt really drink tt much.
But ytd, its was a BEER DAY!
had cans n cans of beer and mugs of beers!
ALL DOWND my BELLY!
Of cause, alil high there though, but gt over fast!
And, lastly
Happy Birthday JieSheng!
CHEERS*

Hope my beer belly wont POP out
JUST LIKE THAT!
HAHAHAHAS!

Flashes

i miss her