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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Tired+

Guys! Explaination to the previous post:
Well, i dunno y i postd tt up!
Perhaps am feeling lonely and stuffs are stressing me up,
i had no one to turn to except my beloved blog,
therefore i vent wads in myheart to it!
For you guys, Read alr, Forget abt it!
No point leaving in the past yea?
CHEEEEERRSS*!

Guess wad, finnally i passed my Lesson5 Class2B
was damn fuking stressd up by tt lahs. as i stuckd to it
for almost one mth alr, one mth n allwd me to do alot of things!
Well, spent almost 200bucks JUST ON LESSON5!
hahas! and now, finally i got it, my liscense!
Though its only a PDL who cares? its alr 3/4 to my TP!
hahass!! and knw wad? i scored only 4DEMERIT POINTS!
tts a huge improvement for me! CHEERS*!

Perhaps its due to the long hours in the assement,
that am feeling so shagggd and tired now,
though tired, but am feeling great inside! yea?
hahas!

Cheryln had told me something,
well, it didnt affectd me much, but i stil believe tt
things is not that simple, i will nt b contridicting,
and i swear i will get to the bottom of this matter, cause,
i believe he is not that sort of person, i knw him for almost 5yrs
i believe he wont do this kinda things! PLEASE PROVE ME RIGHT!

Well, there goes my 2offdays!
gonna go back n sloggd alr!
if you guys are free, date me out yea?
AM BOREDDD+++
hhass! best if we go The Arena at Clarke Quay!
alrtyes? CHEERS* folks!
MISS YOU ALL...
PEACE.....


Allahu Akbar..

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Empty

Wonder what makes me blog now.
Perhaps i am feeling lonely bahs.
Been so long alr, so long, so FUCKING long.
and that kinda feeling stil lingers at the back of my heart.
Why? Dear god, what had i done to deserve this?
You knw? You knw? YOU DONT KNW!

i dont have the courage to delete photos.
i dont have the courage to destroy the shirt.
i dont have the courage to throw the gift.
Most IMPORTANTLY, i FUCKINGLY dun have the COURAGE
to DISCARD the FCUKING RING!
Why? am i stil holding back to the thought of having her back?
No i dont, but why i feel this way?

i feels so empty now.
Without being cared and loved.
that emptyness feeling is not great at ALL.

FUCK-YOU!

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Jumbled

Guys, been so long since i last updated.
So here i am, trying to update as much as i could remember!
hahs!

Well, just have a changed of department.
Now, am at Chinese Banquet Kitchen as known as Chinese Kitchen.
The kitchen operates hand in hand with the outlet, Hai Tien Lo.
Mans, i nv dreamt tt i would b able to taste
SeaCucumber, Abalone, SharkFins
And now, am eating it like EVERYDAY!
Inculding Fuo Tiao Chiang. hahas!
I love Chinese dish lahs!
i alr FIX my mind alr, i wanna be a CHINESE chef.
HAHA!
Those WokChefs is really fantastic.
Shall work towards their goal.
Though now am in Chinese Kitchen theres disadvantages too.
i working SPLIT everyday!
10am work till 1130am, BREAK
1230pm work till 230pm, BREAK
530pm work till 1030pm, HOME
Look, am like WASTING time mans!
hahas! but who cares! i gt the delicatics with me!
HEHES!!

Well, these few days had been WILD HOGGING!
SHAGGED uh! but REMEMBER? i work in hotel?
When i drank till late, i would go to hotel n SLEEP!
SHOIK BO! hahas!

Just got my pay nt long ago,
SG$400 nia, piangs, but well, better than nth, hor?
And my glasses broke in the freezer! WHAT THE FUCK!
hahas, made a new pair, cost me SG$230, NABEI
Am going in Johor later to JALAN JALAN,
and not forgetting, make CONTACT LENS!
hahas! FINALLY am wearing contacts already!
CHEERRSS many many!

Talking about JOHOR, DAMN IT.
Went to JOHOR that night with MRYANWEIQIANG.
And we got lost in the highway.
We from JOHOR BAHRU travelled to SKUDAI/BT INDAH
And nearly went to the AIRPORT, ASSHOLE
But luckily we seek help from personel at PETROL KIOSK
And travelled back. and LUCKILY agn, the bike have
ENOUGH PETROL, if not, DIE lahs! SLEEP on the HIGHWAY!
HAHA!
When over to DANGA BAY, Yan have his beloved bike WASHED
For RM$8 and we sat dwn and smoke our chissha apple.
COOL. and i FORGET to let u guys knws,
i loves JOHOR and i love MALAYSIA
i LIKE Malays and i admire ISLAM
You guys might say am crazy as loads alr told me,
But thats my liking, WHAT to do?
Perhaps of my past bahs. hahas!
Anw, whats past have alr past.
Thinking of it will not REWIND those times yea?
i shall let it go for the sake of
seeking a better future!
My dream still applies yea? i wanna get married
at the age of 21 or 22 YearsOld.
CHEERS*

Mothers' day is juz a corner away,
Though i fought with her, and i used harsh words to her,
i didnt mean it mum. Am sorry!
Thought of treating her to PANPACIFIC, HaiTienLo
Or rather, LONGMEN Dim Sum.
Well, depends uh. Afterall she is still my mum.
i dont take care her, who will..
Both my sister? , FAT HOPE.
So guys, cherish the time u spent with your mum!
am DEPRIVE of MOTHER'S love! hahas WHAT THE FUK!

The previous post, is a slide show,
i spent HOURS making it can?
This shows how important my friends are to me kae!
Those with your picture inside, dun u think u gt to treat me COFFEE?
For those thats nt inside, meaning, we nv take picture!
Must take more hor! hahas!

Well, its my OFFDAY today,
Spent half the morning at SSDC
Hoping to pass my LESSON5 as am stuck for 3times.
and followed by my RIDING THEROY TEST (RTT)
Well, AGAIN, i FAILED my LESSON5
i dont seems to get WHERE have i gone wrong, FUCK
But well, i PASSED my RTT.
You knw, SITTING infront of the computer,
and the rest of em leaving the room one by one,
and their computer SCREEN shows PASSED,
HOW NERVOUS CAN I BE? DAMN LOH!
and the GIRL beside me she finished,
but is FAILED, it added on to my NERVOUSNESS
as when i peep at her computer, she gets all the EASY QNS, DAMN
Well, as they said, dun try to b greedy,
am alr DAMN happy tt i passed my RTT,
cause if i FAIL i got to wait till JUN, JACKASS
and if LESSON5 fail, ANYTIME cn as long as gt MONEY!
hahas!CHEERS*

I dont knw why, i somehow felt i had grown up
a little bit more again. Becoming a lil more mature.
As the way i look at things and analysis it,
it doesnt seems to be like what i does in the pass.
Symles! am MATURE again by an INCH!

Well, how i wish i could have ENDLESS blogging.
But still i got to sign off now.
Shall blog agn when i have the time,
For those who always follows my blog,
please but STOP VIEWING!
i need your SUPPORT to keep this going!
TAGGED me EACH TIME u enter my blog yea?
CHEERS and PEACE out.

Here, am wishing all peoples,
Best of health and Best of lucks
For those in JC and POLY.
Do well for exam.
WORKING LIFE is DEFINATELY not great, HALEHHLUYA
CHILL out with you guys soon!

TakeCare,
Yours Sincerly:
Chua Zhong Lie, Justin


Am letting you go..

Saturday, May 3, 2008