Label me this way

Money.. Most cause of crime is due to monetary issues..
Why? why is money that impt, to the extend of losing one's mind over it?

Here's a story to share :

There use to be a guy named Sebastian, who is commonly known as Sebas.
He comes from a very poor family background with both parents lowly educated..
From young... he witnessed all FIGHTS that is going on in the family.
Be it BIG or SMALL fights, from shouting at each other till the extend of throwing chairs,
breaking of fridge doors, tearing down room doors to carrying CHOPPER chasing each other,
just like the childhood game, hide and seek.
There is a reason behind each single fights, but none of the reason is REASONABLE!!
All of em are just fighting over MONETARY issue..

Under the influence of his parents, from as young as primary 1, Sebas had been saving...
He knows the impt of money.... Money cn build a HAPPY family, Money cn do wonders!
Therefore, whatever the amount of pocket money he gets, he would save at least 90% of it..
the remaining 10% which is normaly 10cent
usually ends up on Public Phone to ring back home...
During the break time which is known as recess time, he would sit in one corner, drinking
white syrup water from a machine that looks like a water-cooler.
He wonder, "how nice would it be if he was the one sitting down, having a bowl of pipping hot noodle with some soy bean drink"
With almost EMPTY stomach, he went back to lesson after his break, and waits for the end of sch..
The happiest moment of primary sch days is to hear tt LAST bell Ring!
Together with normal kids, Sebas DASH out of classroom, run towards the gate and stretch out his head as high as he could,
just like a animal tt gt a long neck with black spot on it, and two antenna poking out from its head,
to find his parents, or anybody to fetch him.. But almost EVERYDAY, his parents got to disappoint him..
There, he stood under a huge tree taking shelter and observe the area...
Cars by cars,almost caused a traffic conjunction outside the gate, were the parents of his schoolmates...
All of em are grinning and waving proudly goodbye to each others, and while they walk, they shares with their
parents wht is happening in school...
Other than cars, Sebas also saw, some of their schoolmates being KIDNAP!
They are being fetched by someone who is DARK and BLACK, bt a proper word to describe it is TANNED!
For once, Sebas thought that, thats KIDNAP, but he wonders,
"Shouldnt be, i heard em saying SIR, i help you carry your school bag."
Those BLACK aunties, who dont look like their parents, are carrying HUGE mushroom like thing over their head,
while holding his classmates across the road...
Sebas would then find some fallen twits, and carry it in his hand, and playing along the way back home........

Years passed, thats how Sebas goes thru his childhood..
no family days, no family outing... NOTHING!

Just when Sebas turns 15, their parents separated..
Needless to say, due to MONETARY issues.
Sebas was then being MISUSED by his dad. His dad, would want him to cough out a story to get
MONEY from his Mum. and whenever Sebas refuses, his dad would threaten to commit suicide, or whack him up!
But he knows, thats not the way, so the only way to save it, was by being a 2headed snake..
Lying to his Dad that he had alr told his mum, and lying to his Mum tt dad was not saying anything..
But end up, Sebas's mum had to give MONEY to his dad for no REASON!!
"WHY? MONEY MONEY MONEY? FUCK OFF WITH THAT! I HAD FUKING ENOUGH OF IT." Sebas said...

Years passes, hardships goes on everyday, and soon it looks just like a normal routine..
Through all those years of TRAINING Sebas got from his parents, he become very money sensitive.
He wants EVERYTHING on earth! He wants to MAKE himself PROUD.
He wants EVERYONE TO BE ENVY OF HIM!!!!!!
Bulleting down goals and goals that he wants to achieve..
Be it non realistic or FUCKING non realistic, he stil wants it DONE!

At the age of 18, he enrold himself in a Motorcycle course.
The whole process drained him more than SGD$1400.
And knowing he cnt afford a bike at that age, and despite all advice not to get a Motorcycle,
he goes against destiny and get himself a MOTORCYCLE!

The GAME finally BEGUN!

All the years of saving.... Dollar by dollars, cents by cents, flew off!
Soon Sebas was left penniless. He REFUSE to believe his destiny, he wants to FIGHT it on!
Borrowed money from friends, from almost EVERYBODY he knew...
But there is something he also knows,
the BORROWING and RETURNING cycle NEVER ENDS!
He wants to put a STOP to everything! to FUCKING FUCKING EVERYTHING!
He was left with no choice, no CHOICE!
its a DEAD road ahead of him....
He got no choice.

One fine sunny afternoon, without having any penny fr lunch,
He committed a crime.
Thinking that could earns his SGD$200++, he risked his life for it.

Two person came, they were dressed in a very funny way, with blue pants, and blue top,
whts more, sliver buttons.
He was being arrested by them, being handcuffed, he was thrown inside a WRX and being driven to somewhr.
They did not release his handcuffs.
After seizing all his belongings, he was told to strip down only to BASIC clothing, with no SHOES!
Sebas was being thrown inside a room
3 walls, 1 mini gate and 1 toilet hole.
He sits there, and recalls...
"If only,
i were NOT so love towards money, i wouldnt be here.
i heed others advice, i wouldnt be penniless..."
There is so many If only....
"WHY MUST A PERSON WAIT TILL SOMETHING HAPPENS THEN THEY REGRET?" Sebas thought.

He was being charged in court. He was allowed to be bailed out..
He spent the next 2hour calling his CLOSED friends to bail him out...
But NONE came to his rescue..
For a moment he thought.. "There is no true friends in the world.. the only true friends are your parents"
He booast up his courage, ringd his mum, to his surprise, its 3am in the NIGHT and his MUM is still awake..
SHE WAS WAITING FOR SEBAS TO RETURN HER CALL..
Sebas then shed tears sliently, knowning he had hurt his mum REAL DEEP this time..
Everything happens just like a dream..

Days after Sebas had been bailed out, he realise, EVERYONE MOCKS AND SCOLDS him for his mistake..
he had known his mistake...
"WHY CNT PPL JUST ACCEPT ME? WHY MUST THEY STILL RUB IN MY WOUNDS?"
"WHY MUST THEY STILL SEES ME DIFERNTLY?"
"AM ALR FEELING VERY DOWN, WHY WHY WHY"
He thought to himself..

Sebas had known his mistake.. and is too ashame to face anybody else..
he had let his MUM down the most.. and too, his loved, girlfriend.
He just wants to starts life afresh, anew, give him a second life.
He decided, rather den his friends avoids him, he would want to take the 1st step, to avoid them.
" AM NOT WORTHY TO BE YOUR FRIEND. AM A LAW BREAKER. I DONT WANT TO LAND YOU ALL IN TROUBLE. "

Sebas MESSAGE to everyone.

THE END.

MONEY IS THE CAUSE OF A CRIME, MONEY IS THE CAUSE OF A BROKEN FAMILY.
I HATE MONEY, TO HELL WITH THAT.........

- FUCK OFF -

OVERHEARD

Overheard

is for someone to watch-while-think MOVIE!

so those that gt dead brain cell, would find it CRAP!
those who gt JUICE there, would find it WELL FILMED!

HARRY POTTER

Harry Potter and half blood prince

IS TOTAL CRAP!

L I S T E N

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...

[Chorus]

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...

L I S T E N

The Journey with HER

i had seen it coming...
but guess, i had my max..
Yuppsss.

No matter wht i do fr you, ure just not happy w it...
bought flowers for you, in the end, throw it at my house?
Wait fr it to rot?
den i HELP u DUMB it? wht a DUMB me, DUMB my own efforts!!
Nothing i do will ever please you...
Nothing i do will ever makes u smiles.

Perhaps the loving relationship i had w you, were dumb in the sea,
LONG TIME AGO..
And i just refuse to believe it...
giving me time again and again.. to contradict myself, its was me at fault..
but.. it had reach my climax...

Maybe am just not good enough fr you..
AND
Youre just too good for me...

S O R R Y

Justin .. ... .. ...

Dont blame me..... .. ...