Do miracle happens?

5of march.

Am Worried
Am Scared
Am Terrifid
Am Sleepless
Am Disapointed
Am SORRY
Do miracle happens?

Blame it on me. i had myself landed in this state, in this bloody mess is my own doing.
Whu ask me to alter the attendence.
Whu ask me take things in my own hand.
Whu ask me to accumlate so many DEMERIT POINTS in the first place.
Whu ask me to think that ADMIN wont check.

I had been selfreproaching myself since Friday.
I hate myself.
i disapoints alot of my loves ones, esp, Mdm Phang,

Everyone deserve a 2nd chance.
i Sincerly hopes that SHATEC will give me a 2nd chance and let me repent myself.

i had been praying very hard that nth will goes wrong.
But, Do Miracle Happens?
Can someone please tell me..
"Will i get expelled?"
Oh please! i cnt AFFORD to.

If it ever happens, i guess, thats the end of me..
Am made up of Culinary.
Am made up of Skills.
i will try my best to stay in CULINARY SKILLS, DCS407013 (B)
I hope, if i really get expelled, my whole class will help me put in a word.
But i guess, that will never happens.

Grrr!
I CAN'T AFFORD TO GET EXPELLED FROM SHATEC!!
AM SORRY, MDM PHANG for nt being a GOOD SON!
FUCK IT!


Tday might be the last day i wear my Chef's Jacket.