Birth of a Failure

a couple of days later, it would be my 21st..
the day where ppl would mostly receive super good gifts,
the day where parents gave daughter a KEY necklace.

For me, i pushed everything away...
there is really nothing more to celebrate.
Meaningless .. its a complete waste of energy, perhaps even time.

a year ago, during this timing, am very down,
a year later, NOW, stil the same..

Too many stuffs flowing in mind, i duno if i cn take it...
shld there be a day where i cnt take it any longer, i will let u knw..
Currently surviving on sleeping pills EVERYNIGHT..
on INSOMNIA for 2mths..
God knws....

Happy Birthday Failure!

Goodnight folks, wish me , never to wake up.

Regards...