Blown off!
OFF we go..
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
HUH? Blogger?!
Oh my F U C K I N G god..
What the F U C K is BLOGGER doing?
Trying to UPGRADE their system?
If yes, am so sorry, YOU HAVE F A I L E D
Dont make me MOVE HOUSE!
You this F U C K E R!
What the F U C K is BLOGGER doing?
Trying to UPGRADE their system?
If yes, am so sorry, YOU HAVE F A I L E D
Dont make me MOVE HOUSE!
You this F U C K E R!
Human Beings..
For the very 1st time, i wondered...
Why is there such a thing calld HUMAN on earth...
SHENG LAO BING SHI / Birth Old Sick Death
is it really something that a HUMAN must go through?
Why is life so complicated?
Is it true that each and every person's LIFE is all pre-arranged?
if yes, why they arranged it this way?
5days ago, she was sick..
5days ltr, she was dead....
HOW TO ACCEPT?
No illness, nothing!
just plain giddy, headache and vomit...
and off she goes,
Sleeps inside the wood made coffin,
Enters the balls of fire....
till ASH...
At the age of 36.
i cnt accept...
You will forever be alive in my mind, in my soul, in my HEART.
Wu Yi / 5th Aunt :
Rest in peace
Life is all but a bundle of shit!
Why is there such a thing calld HUMAN on earth...
SHENG LAO BING SHI / Birth Old Sick Death
is it really something that a HUMAN must go through?
Why is life so complicated?
Is it true that each and every person's LIFE is all pre-arranged?
if yes, why they arranged it this way?
5days ago, she was sick..
5days ltr, she was dead....
HOW TO ACCEPT?
No illness, nothing!
just plain giddy, headache and vomit...
and off she goes,
Sleeps inside the wood made coffin,
Enters the balls of fire....
till ASH...
At the age of 36.
i cnt accept...
You will forever be alive in my mind, in my soul, in my HEART.
Wu Yi / 5th Aunt :
Rest in peace
Life is all but a bundle of shit!
Friday, July 31, 2009
Label me this way
Money.. Most cause of crime is due to monetary issues..
Why? why is money that impt, to the extend of losing one's mind over it?
Here's a story to share :
There use to be a guy named Sebastian, who is commonly known as Sebas.
He comes from a very poor family background with both parents lowly educated..
From young... he witnessed all FIGHTS that is going on in the family.
Be it BIG or SMALL fights, from shouting at each other till the extend of throwing chairs,
breaking of fridge doors, tearing down room doors to carrying CHOPPER chasing each other,
just like the childhood game, hide and seek.
There is a reason behind each single fights, but none of the reason is REASONABLE!!
All of em are just fighting over MONETARY issue..
Under the influence of his parents, from as young as primary 1, Sebas had been saving...
He knows the impt of money.... Money cn build a HAPPY family, Money cn do wonders!
Therefore, whatever the amount of pocket money he gets, he would save at least 90% of it..
the remaining 10% which is normaly 10cent
usually ends up on Public Phone to ring back home...
During the break time which is known as recess time, he would sit in one corner, drinking
white syrup water from a machine that looks like a water-cooler.
He wonder, "how nice would it be if he was the one sitting down, having a bowl of pipping hot noodle with some soy bean drink"
With almost EMPTY stomach, he went back to lesson after his break, and waits for the end of sch..
The happiest moment of primary sch days is to hear tt LAST bell Ring!
Together with normal kids, Sebas DASH out of classroom, run towards the gate and stretch out his head as high as he could,
just like a animal tt gt a long neck with black spot on it, and two antenna poking out from its head,
to find his parents, or anybody to fetch him.. But almost EVERYDAY, his parents got to disappoint him..
There, he stood under a huge tree taking shelter and observe the area...
Cars by cars,almost caused a traffic conjunction outside the gate, were the parents of his schoolmates...
All of em are grinning and waving proudly goodbye to each others, and while they walk, they shares with their
parents wht is happening in school...
Other than cars, Sebas also saw, some of their schoolmates being KIDNAP!
They are being fetched by someone who is DARK and BLACK, bt a proper word to describe it is TANNED!
For once, Sebas thought that, thats KIDNAP, but he wonders,
"Shouldnt be, i heard em saying SIR, i help you carry your school bag."
Those BLACK aunties, who dont look like their parents, are carrying HUGE mushroom like thing over their head,
while holding his classmates across the road...
Sebas would then find some fallen twits, and carry it in his hand, and playing along the way back home........
Years passed, thats how Sebas goes thru his childhood..
no family days, no family outing... NOTHING!
Just when Sebas turns 15, their parents separated..
Needless to say, due to MONETARY issues.
Sebas was then being MISUSED by his dad. His dad, would want him to cough out a story to get
MONEY from his Mum. and whenever Sebas refuses, his dad would threaten to commit suicide, or whack him up!
But he knows, thats not the way, so the only way to save it, was by being a 2headed snake..
Lying to his Dad that he had alr told his mum, and lying to his Mum tt dad was not saying anything..
But end up, Sebas's mum had to give MONEY to his dad for no REASON!!
"WHY? MONEY MONEY MONEY? FUCK OFF WITH THAT! I HAD FUKING ENOUGH OF IT." Sebas said...
Years passes, hardships goes on everyday, and soon it looks just like a normal routine..
Through all those years of TRAINING Sebas got from his parents, he become very money sensitive.
He wants EVERYTHING on earth! He wants to MAKE himself PROUD.
He wants EVERYONE TO BE ENVY OF HIM!!!!!!
Bulleting down goals and goals that he wants to achieve..
Be it non realistic or FUCKING non realistic, he stil wants it DONE!
At the age of 18, he enrold himself in a Motorcycle course.
The whole process drained him more than SGD$1400.
And knowing he cnt afford a bike at that age, and despite all advice not to get a Motorcycle,
he goes against destiny and get himself a MOTORCYCLE!
The GAME finally BEGUN!
All the years of saving.... Dollar by dollars, cents by cents, flew off!
Soon Sebas was left penniless. He REFUSE to believe his destiny, he wants to FIGHT it on!
Borrowed money from friends, from almost EVERYBODY he knew...
But there is something he also knows,
the BORROWING and RETURNING cycle NEVER ENDS!
He wants to put a STOP to everything! to FUCKING FUCKING EVERYTHING!
He was left with no choice, no CHOICE!
its a DEAD road ahead of him....
He got no choice.
One fine sunny afternoon, without having any penny fr lunch,
He committed a crime.
Thinking that could earns his SGD$200++, he risked his life for it.
Two person came, they were dressed in a very funny way, with blue pants, and blue top,
whts more, sliver buttons.
He was being arrested by them, being handcuffed, he was thrown inside a WRX and being driven to somewhr.
They did not release his handcuffs.
After seizing all his belongings, he was told to strip down only to BASIC clothing, with no SHOES!
Sebas was being thrown inside a room
3 walls, 1 mini gate and 1 toilet hole.
He sits there, and recalls...
"If only,
i were NOT so love towards money, i wouldnt be here.
i heed others advice, i wouldnt be penniless..."
There is so many If only....
"WHY MUST A PERSON WAIT TILL SOMETHING HAPPENS THEN THEY REGRET?" Sebas thought.
He was being charged in court. He was allowed to be bailed out..
He spent the next 2hour calling his CLOSED friends to bail him out...
But NONE came to his rescue..
For a moment he thought.. "There is no true friends in the world.. the only true friends are your parents"
He booast up his courage, ringd his mum, to his surprise, its 3am in the NIGHT and his MUM is still awake..
SHE WAS WAITING FOR SEBAS TO RETURN HER CALL..
Sebas then shed tears sliently, knowning he had hurt his mum REAL DEEP this time..
Everything happens just like a dream..
Days after Sebas had been bailed out, he realise, EVERYONE MOCKS AND SCOLDS him for his mistake..
he had known his mistake...
"WHY CNT PPL JUST ACCEPT ME? WHY MUST THEY STILL RUB IN MY WOUNDS?"
"WHY MUST THEY STILL SEES ME DIFERNTLY?"
"AM ALR FEELING VERY DOWN, WHY WHY WHY"
He thought to himself..
Sebas had known his mistake.. and is too ashame to face anybody else..
he had let his MUM down the most.. and too, his loved, girlfriend.
He just wants to starts life afresh, anew, give him a second life.
He decided, rather den his friends avoids him, he would want to take the 1st step, to avoid them.
" AM NOT WORTHY TO BE YOUR FRIEND. AM A LAW BREAKER. I DONT WANT TO LAND YOU ALL IN TROUBLE. "
Sebas MESSAGE to everyone.
THE END.
MONEY IS THE CAUSE OF A CRIME, MONEY IS THE CAUSE OF A BROKEN FAMILY.
I HATE MONEY, TO HELL WITH THAT.........
- FUCK OFF -
Why? why is money that impt, to the extend of losing one's mind over it?
Here's a story to share :
There use to be a guy named Sebastian, who is commonly known as Sebas.
He comes from a very poor family background with both parents lowly educated..
From young... he witnessed all FIGHTS that is going on in the family.
Be it BIG or SMALL fights, from shouting at each other till the extend of throwing chairs,
breaking of fridge doors, tearing down room doors to carrying CHOPPER chasing each other,
just like the childhood game, hide and seek.
There is a reason behind each single fights, but none of the reason is REASONABLE!!
All of em are just fighting over MONETARY issue..
Under the influence of his parents, from as young as primary 1, Sebas had been saving...
He knows the impt of money.... Money cn build a HAPPY family, Money cn do wonders!
Therefore, whatever the amount of pocket money he gets, he would save at least 90% of it..
the remaining 10% which is normaly 10cent
usually ends up on Public Phone to ring back home...
During the break time which is known as recess time, he would sit in one corner, drinking
white syrup water from a machine that looks like a water-cooler.
He wonder, "how nice would it be if he was the one sitting down, having a bowl of pipping hot noodle with some soy bean drink"
With almost EMPTY stomach, he went back to lesson after his break, and waits for the end of sch..
The happiest moment of primary sch days is to hear tt LAST bell Ring!
Together with normal kids, Sebas DASH out of classroom, run towards the gate and stretch out his head as high as he could,
just like a animal tt gt a long neck with black spot on it, and two antenna poking out from its head,
to find his parents, or anybody to fetch him.. But almost EVERYDAY, his parents got to disappoint him..
There, he stood under a huge tree taking shelter and observe the area...
Cars by cars,almost caused a traffic conjunction outside the gate, were the parents of his schoolmates...
All of em are grinning and waving proudly goodbye to each others, and while they walk, they shares with their
parents wht is happening in school...
Other than cars, Sebas also saw, some of their schoolmates being KIDNAP!
They are being fetched by someone who is DARK and BLACK, bt a proper word to describe it is TANNED!
For once, Sebas thought that, thats KIDNAP, but he wonders,
"Shouldnt be, i heard em saying SIR, i help you carry your school bag."
Those BLACK aunties, who dont look like their parents, are carrying HUGE mushroom like thing over their head,
while holding his classmates across the road...
Sebas would then find some fallen twits, and carry it in his hand, and playing along the way back home........
Years passed, thats how Sebas goes thru his childhood..
no family days, no family outing... NOTHING!
Just when Sebas turns 15, their parents separated..
Needless to say, due to MONETARY issues.
Sebas was then being MISUSED by his dad. His dad, would want him to cough out a story to get
MONEY from his Mum. and whenever Sebas refuses, his dad would threaten to commit suicide, or whack him up!
But he knows, thats not the way, so the only way to save it, was by being a 2headed snake..
Lying to his Dad that he had alr told his mum, and lying to his Mum tt dad was not saying anything..
But end up, Sebas's mum had to give MONEY to his dad for no REASON!!
"WHY? MONEY MONEY MONEY? FUCK OFF WITH THAT! I HAD FUKING ENOUGH OF IT." Sebas said...
Years passes, hardships goes on everyday, and soon it looks just like a normal routine..
Through all those years of TRAINING Sebas got from his parents, he become very money sensitive.
He wants EVERYTHING on earth! He wants to MAKE himself PROUD.
He wants EVERYONE TO BE ENVY OF HIM!!!!!!
Bulleting down goals and goals that he wants to achieve..
Be it non realistic or FUCKING non realistic, he stil wants it DONE!
At the age of 18, he enrold himself in a Motorcycle course.
The whole process drained him more than SGD$1400.
And knowing he cnt afford a bike at that age, and despite all advice not to get a Motorcycle,
he goes against destiny and get himself a MOTORCYCLE!
The GAME finally BEGUN!
All the years of saving.... Dollar by dollars, cents by cents, flew off!
Soon Sebas was left penniless. He REFUSE to believe his destiny, he wants to FIGHT it on!
Borrowed money from friends, from almost EVERYBODY he knew...
But there is something he also knows,
the BORROWING and RETURNING cycle NEVER ENDS!
He wants to put a STOP to everything! to FUCKING FUCKING EVERYTHING!
He was left with no choice, no CHOICE!
its a DEAD road ahead of him....
He got no choice.
One fine sunny afternoon, without having any penny fr lunch,
He committed a crime.
Thinking that could earns his SGD$200++, he risked his life for it.
Two person came, they were dressed in a very funny way, with blue pants, and blue top,
whts more, sliver buttons.
He was being arrested by them, being handcuffed, he was thrown inside a WRX and being driven to somewhr.
They did not release his handcuffs.
After seizing all his belongings, he was told to strip down only to BASIC clothing, with no SHOES!
Sebas was being thrown inside a room
3 walls, 1 mini gate and 1 toilet hole.
He sits there, and recalls...
"If only,
i were NOT so love towards money, i wouldnt be here.
i heed others advice, i wouldnt be penniless..."
There is so many If only....
"WHY MUST A PERSON WAIT TILL SOMETHING HAPPENS THEN THEY REGRET?" Sebas thought.
He was being charged in court. He was allowed to be bailed out..
He spent the next 2hour calling his CLOSED friends to bail him out...
But NONE came to his rescue..
For a moment he thought.. "There is no true friends in the world.. the only true friends are your parents"
He booast up his courage, ringd his mum, to his surprise, its 3am in the NIGHT and his MUM is still awake..
SHE WAS WAITING FOR SEBAS TO RETURN HER CALL..
Sebas then shed tears sliently, knowning he had hurt his mum REAL DEEP this time..
Everything happens just like a dream..
Days after Sebas had been bailed out, he realise, EVERYONE MOCKS AND SCOLDS him for his mistake..
he had known his mistake...
"WHY CNT PPL JUST ACCEPT ME? WHY MUST THEY STILL RUB IN MY WOUNDS?"
"WHY MUST THEY STILL SEES ME DIFERNTLY?"
"AM ALR FEELING VERY DOWN, WHY WHY WHY"
He thought to himself..
Sebas had known his mistake.. and is too ashame to face anybody else..
he had let his MUM down the most.. and too, his loved, girlfriend.
He just wants to starts life afresh, anew, give him a second life.
He decided, rather den his friends avoids him, he would want to take the 1st step, to avoid them.
" AM NOT WORTHY TO BE YOUR FRIEND. AM A LAW BREAKER. I DONT WANT TO LAND YOU ALL IN TROUBLE. "
Sebas MESSAGE to everyone.
THE END.
MONEY IS THE CAUSE OF A CRIME, MONEY IS THE CAUSE OF A BROKEN FAMILY.
I HATE MONEY, TO HELL WITH THAT.........
- FUCK OFF -
OVERHEARD
Overheard
is for someone to watch-while-think MOVIE!
so those that gt dead brain cell, would find it CRAP!
those who gt JUICE there, would find it WELL FILMED!
is for someone to watch-while-think MOVIE!
so those that gt dead brain cell, would find it CRAP!
those who gt JUICE there, would find it WELL FILMED!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
L I S T E N
Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete
Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release
Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....
[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...
[Chorus]
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....
LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...
L I S T E N
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete
Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release
Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....
[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...
[Chorus]
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....
LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...
L I S T E N
The Journey with HER
i had seen it coming...
but guess, i had my max..
Yuppsss.
No matter wht i do fr you, ure just not happy w it...
bought flowers for you, in the end, throw it at my house?
Wait fr it to rot?
den i HELP u DUMB it? wht a DUMB me, DUMB my own efforts!!
Nothing i do will ever please you...
Nothing i do will ever makes u smiles.
Perhaps the loving relationship i had w you, were dumb in the sea,
LONG TIME AGO..
And i just refuse to believe it...
giving me time again and again.. to contradict myself, its was me at fault..
but.. it had reach my climax...
Maybe am just not good enough fr you..
AND
Youre just too good for me...
S O R R Y
Justin .. ... .. ...
but guess, i had my max..
Yuppsss.
No matter wht i do fr you, ure just not happy w it...
bought flowers for you, in the end, throw it at my house?
Wait fr it to rot?
den i HELP u DUMB it? wht a DUMB me, DUMB my own efforts!!
Nothing i do will ever please you...
Nothing i do will ever makes u smiles.
Perhaps the loving relationship i had w you, were dumb in the sea,
LONG TIME AGO..
And i just refuse to believe it...
giving me time again and again.. to contradict myself, its was me at fault..
but.. it had reach my climax...
Maybe am just not good enough fr you..
AND
Youre just too good for me...
S O R R Y
Justin .. ... .. ...
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Brand New SHOP!
Guys, i had opened a blog shop selling nice, cheap dresses and tops for LADIES! Dont worry, i ASSURE you tt u would b SATISFIED!
www.puppetonstage.blogspot.com
Do support me yea?
Justin
www.puppetonstage.blogspot.com
Do support me yea?
Justin
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Sudden Shoot-UP
Been so long since i lastd blogged. i guess, gt 2mth!
Anw, am planning and thinking whether i shld shift my blog over to WordPress.
Wordpress seeems so promising!
Done with Pan Pacific Singapore, am no longer there alr. in short, i had graduated from
Pan Pacific Singapore. and WITHIN 1week, my status just shoot up like that, as currently, am a Teacher at Andrew&Grace Girls Home Hostel teaching them Basic Culinary, every Monday and Friday, if you guys interested, JOIN me man! HAHAS! Although those girls frequent bicker among each other, but they are interested. This really motivate me and urge me to do more research and to upgrade myself, those girls are plain WONDERFUL. CHEERS for you guys!
On Tue, Wed & Thurs, am a SFT in SHATEC, meaning, Student Field Trainer. When my chef is busy with lesson, am suppose to supervise them. Nevertheless, i did not carry myself too high up, as in, i would bring myself down to their level, doing what they are doing. What i hope is that, am able to pass down wht i had learn from Pan Pacific Singapore to them, so as to make themselves a level higher than wht thy used to be. Hopefully everything will go smoothly.
Am enlisted! but not in the Commando Unit, a little disapointment though, but its okay, no big deal! hahas. am gg in MONO intake on Sept 11 2009 to 2nd Infrantry. So guys, see me fat now, its okays, bt 2weeks ltr, a brand new JUSTIN will appear! HAHAHAHS!
Been working Despatch for KFC fr almost a month, finally, i had SACKD my boss ( oppsite ). Misunderstanding often occurs during work, and therefore i flare up, as its Moneytary issue, whts more, am broke! tts y am WORKING! DUH! i admits, the way i handle the issue is totally wrong and unacceptable, but wht had hpns had alr hpns, no point crying over spilled milk.
Left House dont hit, hit Right House( convert into chinese ). am sure i will secure a job within 1 week! i have fate in myself!
I will post up pics of the recent updates! Keep tune in here yea!
CHEERS*
Presentation is the beauty of a dish
Anw, am planning and thinking whether i shld shift my blog over to WordPress.
Wordpress seeems so promising!
Done with Pan Pacific Singapore, am no longer there alr. in short, i had graduated from
Pan Pacific Singapore. and WITHIN 1week, my status just shoot up like that, as currently, am a Teacher at Andrew&Grace Girls Home Hostel teaching them Basic Culinary, every Monday and Friday, if you guys interested, JOIN me man! HAHAS! Although those girls frequent bicker among each other, but they are interested. This really motivate me and urge me to do more research and to upgrade myself, those girls are plain WONDERFUL. CHEERS for you guys!
On Tue, Wed & Thurs, am a SFT in SHATEC, meaning, Student Field Trainer. When my chef is busy with lesson, am suppose to supervise them. Nevertheless, i did not carry myself too high up, as in, i would bring myself down to their level, doing what they are doing. What i hope is that, am able to pass down wht i had learn from Pan Pacific Singapore to them, so as to make themselves a level higher than wht thy used to be. Hopefully everything will go smoothly.
Am enlisted! but not in the Commando Unit, a little disapointment though, but its okay, no big deal! hahas. am gg in MONO intake on Sept 11 2009 to 2nd Infrantry. So guys, see me fat now, its okays, bt 2weeks ltr, a brand new JUSTIN will appear! HAHAHAHS!
Been working Despatch for KFC fr almost a month, finally, i had SACKD my boss ( oppsite ). Misunderstanding often occurs during work, and therefore i flare up, as its Moneytary issue, whts more, am broke! tts y am WORKING! DUH! i admits, the way i handle the issue is totally wrong and unacceptable, but wht had hpns had alr hpns, no point crying over spilled milk.
Left House dont hit, hit Right House( convert into chinese ). am sure i will secure a job within 1 week! i have fate in myself!
I will post up pics of the recent updates! Keep tune in here yea!
CHEERS*
Presentation is the beauty of a dish
Thursday, March 19, 2009
BABY :D
the day when you are leaving is drawing near.
do buy me lots of stuffs okay?
i will certainly miss you alot.
hopefully i will do fine when you are not around.
i miss you dearly
do buy me lots of stuffs okay?
i will certainly miss you alot.
hopefully i will do fine when you are not around.
i miss you dearly
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
Everything you do
Marc Anthony- Everything You Do
I love the way you smile when I look in your eyes
I love the way you laugh when I try to be funny
And how the tears roll down your face
When I say no one could ever take your place
[Chorus:]
Cause baby when you sleep I watch you breathing
Baby when you dream I dream with you
Cause everywehre you are is where I want to be
it's true
Everything you do makes me know how much I love you
The way you touch my lips right after every kiss
And softly whisper that I'm your everything
The way you pray our love won't die
Everynight just before you close your eyes
[Repeat Chorus]
And I believe some things are meant to be
Sure as there is love yours was meant for me
Enjoy, Loves
I love the way you smile when I look in your eyes
I love the way you laugh when I try to be funny
And how the tears roll down your face
When I say no one could ever take your place
[Chorus:]
Cause baby when you sleep I watch you breathing
Baby when you dream I dream with you
Cause everywehre you are is where I want to be
it's true
Everything you do makes me know how much I love you
The way you touch my lips right after every kiss
And softly whisper that I'm your everything
The way you pray our love won't die
Everynight just before you close your eyes
[Repeat Chorus]
And I believe some things are meant to be
Sure as there is love yours was meant for me
Enjoy, Loves
My last few words
My dearest Baby Dorin,
i wont blame you fr saying brk up. i respect your descision. Perhaps in the 1st place, we shldnt even be tgt, frm our background to our expectation in life, we both have different views and none cn chnge to adapt to each other. Temperoray pain is better than prolonged pain in the coming future. Just spare me few mins of your time, and read my mail, tt might b the last you would ever see.
Thinking back times, months ago, we startd as friends. And i definately enjoyd tt. Comes in Jiesheng, and youre in a dilema of chosing who between both of us. in the end, u chosed me. Maybe tt might b a moment of "puppy love" i suppose. HAHAS. Then we started dating. But on my views, i guess u made the wrong choice, i might nt be the type of guy ure looking for. Oh wells, wht past had alr past. No point dwelling on it.
We did had a very nice honeymoon period before all sorts of nonsence comes out between both of us. We went movies, beachs, and loads more. Thats really sweet. and i defiantely loves it loads and loves you more. Those sweet messages tt u sent to me, are in my phone. u may nt knw, bt during my free time, esp during my split shift, i would read them in my restrooom. And today's rain had washed off those messages in my phone as my phone is spolit. Really, you gt to believe this, tts fate. Its fate tt made us closer, its fate tt made u chose me, its also fate tt both of us broke off, whts more fate made my life worser by washing my phone in the rain. oh wells, i dun need those messages, as its alr system configure in my brain cells alr.
Everyone have stress, i have mine, and you defiantely have yours. Maybe am nt good in expressing my intention. Youre working early in the morning, tts y i wantd you to sleep. And whts more, am longing fr you to sleep beside me. Bt you refuses. And plus my own stress and stuffs, my temper blew. It blew the most esp during when am trd bt cnt sleep. Am sorry fr my temper and defiantely sorry for the actions tt i had done. Am sorry.
Youre impt to me, to my life, ure my everything, my life, my soul and my light in my life. i even intented to make you my life parthner, bt i suppose, we would also end up in a divorce. i dunno wht more must i do or say to show you tt i love u, my one and only, and i definately dun understand why times and again, you doubt my feeling for you, its hurtful, deep inside my big body's heart. i tried ways to make you feel loved, bt also times and again, i faild, you knw the feeling of fuckd up? ya i have those fuckd up feeling when everytin fails. am sorry, tts my temeper and i believe no soul would takes that.
On Saturday, i intentd to have a nice movie with you and aft tt heads over to east coast, buying some beverages and siting on top of the sands and listen to the waves of the sea while we chat. bt you saw the wrong timing, am nt angry w you, am just feeling upset or rather "sianed" by that. And you suggested to go home, and am getting heat alr, and whts more making matter worst, u go over and meet your fren "WQ", tt explains the final blew top by me. Sometimes, i also need just a little bit of you attention. i guess its alrights, for i knw that nth will chnge.
Life is something that we can control and at the same time cnt control, much less, feelings, emotions. i knw you had reachd your limit of torelance for me, and as i said above i wont blame you. But i think, i had alr done my part. Teaching and guiding you thru ups and downs of life, getting your own freedom, and whts more, the most impt things, stepping into the workforce. i suppose i had done enough for your stepping stone, and your wings are now ready, do fly high n soar up the sky, be happy in whtever you do, make me proud yea?
Am sorry, am nt able to go sungei buloh with you again, nt able to go frog farm, nt able to go bt timah, nt able to go hay daries farm, nt able to go treetop walk, nt able to go cro farm, nt able to go goat farm, nt able to buy you a mini maltese, nt able to go T3 and watch plane fly. All these are actually my plans aft my graduation tt i wantd to bring you to explore. Am sorry tt plans had to stop permantly now, for i knw, there would also be someone else who are more den willing to bring you there. Am nt up to the job, am sorry.
The light of my life had fused, my oxygen had stopped, and making matter worst, get out and dun wish to see you again is enough to kill me. Dont you worry my dear, i would nvr appear in your life again, perhaps you wont even get to see me. Am entering army soon. and i guess, that would be all. Let me be your past, go and earn your future, go get your licsense. go do whtever you wish to do. dun hide up in home, go explore, tt would make you a better person.
Not to worry, am a responsible person, my bike, i would defiantelly pay up, i wont cause you into trouble much less your cousin. As fr you ahma, help me tell her am sorry, am nt able to go over again, and your mom, i swear before her, i would take good care of you, and here i am, typing this, am sorry, bt if your mom would want to punish me, i would b willing to acept that.
Can you promise me something? Promise me that you would live on and earn your future, dun let me cripple your life. Its nt worth it. And no matter wht happens to me, just treat it as you dont knw me, be it i met with an acident or a fatal one or worst endd up in hospital, dun look for me, it would definately do you no good. Just put everything behind your head, and move foward. Delete those photos and put down the ring and continue walking, dun hold on to the past. Can you promise me that?
Our love shall ends as i mark my last fullstop. i just want to let you knw, i JustinChua, LOVES you, DorinAng more den anyone else, and i defiantey treasures those times we spent tgt, and treasure you. i wont be able to be there for you anymore. Remember to endure work, and nt forgetting dun stress up too much, i wont be here to add on stress to you alr. Last but not least, i loves you loads, take care my girl, soar up high yea? you shall remains as my girl for my whole entire life. Take Care, Am SORRY, Byes......
The guy that loves you wholeheartly:
Justin Chua Zhong Lie
16 March 2009
03:43PM Heavy Downpour.
i wont blame you fr saying brk up. i respect your descision. Perhaps in the 1st place, we shldnt even be tgt, frm our background to our expectation in life, we both have different views and none cn chnge to adapt to each other. Temperoray pain is better than prolonged pain in the coming future. Just spare me few mins of your time, and read my mail, tt might b the last you would ever see.
Thinking back times, months ago, we startd as friends. And i definately enjoyd tt. Comes in Jiesheng, and youre in a dilema of chosing who between both of us. in the end, u chosed me. Maybe tt might b a moment of "puppy love" i suppose. HAHAS. Then we started dating. But on my views, i guess u made the wrong choice, i might nt be the type of guy ure looking for. Oh wells, wht past had alr past. No point dwelling on it.
We did had a very nice honeymoon period before all sorts of nonsence comes out between both of us. We went movies, beachs, and loads more. Thats really sweet. and i defiantely loves it loads and loves you more. Those sweet messages tt u sent to me, are in my phone. u may nt knw, bt during my free time, esp during my split shift, i would read them in my restrooom. And today's rain had washed off those messages in my phone as my phone is spolit. Really, you gt to believe this, tts fate. Its fate tt made us closer, its fate tt made u chose me, its also fate tt both of us broke off, whts more fate made my life worser by washing my phone in the rain. oh wells, i dun need those messages, as its alr system configure in my brain cells alr.
Everyone have stress, i have mine, and you defiantely have yours. Maybe am nt good in expressing my intention. Youre working early in the morning, tts y i wantd you to sleep. And whts more, am longing fr you to sleep beside me. Bt you refuses. And plus my own stress and stuffs, my temper blew. It blew the most esp during when am trd bt cnt sleep. Am sorry fr my temper and defiantely sorry for the actions tt i had done. Am sorry.
Youre impt to me, to my life, ure my everything, my life, my soul and my light in my life. i even intented to make you my life parthner, bt i suppose, we would also end up in a divorce. i dunno wht more must i do or say to show you tt i love u, my one and only, and i definately dun understand why times and again, you doubt my feeling for you, its hurtful, deep inside my big body's heart. i tried ways to make you feel loved, bt also times and again, i faild, you knw the feeling of fuckd up? ya i have those fuckd up feeling when everytin fails. am sorry, tts my temeper and i believe no soul would takes that.
On Saturday, i intentd to have a nice movie with you and aft tt heads over to east coast, buying some beverages and siting on top of the sands and listen to the waves of the sea while we chat. bt you saw the wrong timing, am nt angry w you, am just feeling upset or rather "sianed" by that. And you suggested to go home, and am getting heat alr, and whts more making matter worst, u go over and meet your fren "WQ", tt explains the final blew top by me. Sometimes, i also need just a little bit of you attention. i guess its alrights, for i knw that nth will chnge.
Life is something that we can control and at the same time cnt control, much less, feelings, emotions. i knw you had reachd your limit of torelance for me, and as i said above i wont blame you. But i think, i had alr done my part. Teaching and guiding you thru ups and downs of life, getting your own freedom, and whts more, the most impt things, stepping into the workforce. i suppose i had done enough for your stepping stone, and your wings are now ready, do fly high n soar up the sky, be happy in whtever you do, make me proud yea?
Am sorry, am nt able to go sungei buloh with you again, nt able to go frog farm, nt able to go bt timah, nt able to go hay daries farm, nt able to go treetop walk, nt able to go cro farm, nt able to go goat farm, nt able to buy you a mini maltese, nt able to go T3 and watch plane fly. All these are actually my plans aft my graduation tt i wantd to bring you to explore. Am sorry tt plans had to stop permantly now, for i knw, there would also be someone else who are more den willing to bring you there. Am nt up to the job, am sorry.
The light of my life had fused, my oxygen had stopped, and making matter worst, get out and dun wish to see you again is enough to kill me. Dont you worry my dear, i would nvr appear in your life again, perhaps you wont even get to see me. Am entering army soon. and i guess, that would be all. Let me be your past, go and earn your future, go get your licsense. go do whtever you wish to do. dun hide up in home, go explore, tt would make you a better person.
Not to worry, am a responsible person, my bike, i would defiantelly pay up, i wont cause you into trouble much less your cousin. As fr you ahma, help me tell her am sorry, am nt able to go over again, and your mom, i swear before her, i would take good care of you, and here i am, typing this, am sorry, bt if your mom would want to punish me, i would b willing to acept that.
Can you promise me something? Promise me that you would live on and earn your future, dun let me cripple your life. Its nt worth it. And no matter wht happens to me, just treat it as you dont knw me, be it i met with an acident or a fatal one or worst endd up in hospital, dun look for me, it would definately do you no good. Just put everything behind your head, and move foward. Delete those photos and put down the ring and continue walking, dun hold on to the past. Can you promise me that?
Our love shall ends as i mark my last fullstop. i just want to let you knw, i JustinChua, LOVES you, DorinAng more den anyone else, and i defiantey treasures those times we spent tgt, and treasure you. i wont be able to be there for you anymore. Remember to endure work, and nt forgetting dun stress up too much, i wont be here to add on stress to you alr. Last but not least, i loves you loads, take care my girl, soar up high yea? you shall remains as my girl for my whole entire life. Take Care, Am SORRY, Byes......
The guy that loves you wholeheartly:
Justin Chua Zhong Lie
16 March 2009
03:43PM Heavy Downpour.
Monday, March 9, 2009
VROOM VROOM
basic theory tomorrow. PASS PASS PASS!!!
i am going to conquer all the license!
class 2B - done
class 3/3A- in process
good luck to me.
baby... i'm catching up soon. i think i'll get my car license before you! hahas
nevertheless I HEARTS YOU
i am going to conquer all the license!
class 2B - done
class 3/3A- in process
good luck to me.
baby... i'm catching up soon. i think i'll get my car license before you! hahas
nevertheless I HEARTS YOU
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Thursday, February 26, 2009
STAMP STAMP STAMP
beloved waited for me outside the hotel. how sweet can she be?!?!
clad in jeans and shirt, we headed off for loyang.
loyang was really packed. like SARDINES!!!
changi village aftermath. flatten chicken(ayam penyet) is never a miss there.
then... home sweet home.
to everyone... HUAT AR!
clad in jeans and shirt, we headed off for loyang.
loyang was really packed. like SARDINES!!!
changi village aftermath. flatten chicken(ayam penyet) is never a miss there.
then... home sweet home.
to everyone... HUAT AR!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
DEAD BLOG??? hell NO
hola people. it's been a long time yo.
mr justin chua is slogging his guts out at PAN PACIFIC. therefore, ms dorin ang is here to update on his behalf :)
recently, mr chua sliced off apart of his flesh, this time from his left pinky, when cutting sausages. beware of what you consume people. as his flesh might be in it. hahas.
ohya. his birthday is also coming. and i've got big big suprise for him, right ahboy :P
okays. gotta go. mr chua is waiting :D
byes
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