Empty

Wonder what makes me blog now.
Perhaps i am feeling lonely bahs.
Been so long alr, so long, so FUCKING long.
and that kinda feeling stil lingers at the back of my heart.
Why? Dear god, what had i done to deserve this?
You knw? You knw? YOU DONT KNW!

i dont have the courage to delete photos.
i dont have the courage to destroy the shirt.
i dont have the courage to throw the gift.
Most IMPORTANTLY, i FUCKINGLY dun have the COURAGE
to DISCARD the FCUKING RING!
Why? am i stil holding back to the thought of having her back?
No i dont, but why i feel this way?

i feels so empty now.
Without being cared and loved.
that emptyness feeling is not great at ALL.

FUCK-YOU!