life anew

Last day,
the Last Ride.

everything, from drawer to boot,
had been cleared.

4yrs of own transport, in a couple hours time,its going to be gone.
POOOF!

i believe the world wont stop revolving
due to this, life have to move on.

am prepared to start everything frm scratch again.

life would be a total change .

am also awaiting whts going to hpns,
the brothers that had spent with me during the 1yr
i believe they would be gone,
or rather, proof me wrong.

Life would be anew from now on.

Folks, a new me would be formed.

What should i do?

Time -
Hour hand, Minute Hand, Seconds Hand,

As long as they ticks,
As long as they moves,
My life are SCREWD.

REALLY no deal for ESi now, HOW?
Wht should i do??

FUCK u, $2400 for a CAR??
Wht car? those tt cn be bought at ToyRus ?
Go pray to ur ancestor ! dun waste my time NEGO with you..

Fuck u Indian, on the ACCOUNT of ur pitful son,
thats y i said to arange a viewing,
YOU dun show me ur those FUCK attitude...
YOU are the FUCK buyer,
YOU should see my attitude,
NOT ME!
JUST get lost!

ABC company just asked for my expected.
i replied, bt i wonders abt the respond.
EVEN if they acept my expected,
i really QUESTIONMARK abt, if am able to be UP THERE!
GOD BLESS

EFG is offering a very good opportunity,
but none is willingly to help,
OR MAYBE, unable to..
they expects too much, maybe i really cnt do that..
Mind you, its fucking FINE DINING..
Not just any 3min KIMCHI noodles..

Why shld i says so much,
Why shld i worry so much,
Why shld i think so much,
Why shld i care so much,
Why shld i CARE THINK WORRY SAYS so much for WHAT SHOULD I DO???
FUCK LAHS!
i really , really really,
should leave this world soon....

Just let me
D I E


Regards
Rest in Peace

Fcuk u MALAY Bastard.

Having with loads of tattoo so what?

Eh, MELAYU, FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND..

PUKI MAK KAU LOBANG lah FUCK!

No so big, dun act so big. Talk like some MP gg for ELECTION.

FUCK U !

YOU seriously screwd my plan,
YOU nv aeroplane me,
YOU literally gave me the whole airport!

i swear upon ur FUCKING mother,
SHOULD I SEE YOU ON THE STREETS,
i really dunmind gg to jail..
cause at least i knw, u would b wheel chaired bound.

YOU this FUCKING
C H E E B Y E .. _l^l_


No mood for regards alr.
FUCK off you FOLKS!

F U C K Y O U lah!

C H E E B Y E lah!

21st

Its a childhood dream to be 21st..
Its also a NIGHTMARE dream to spend my 21st..

i hate my life.
i hate the world.
i hate myself.

i seriously felt like dying.
Perhaps, if i managed to stop breathing for a day, i would be very glad..
To stop my brain for even 2sec am more than happy..

i wish to die.


Others are so good, mine, its just bullshit..

Something to Nothing

Date is nearing me,
no deal yet.. no cash yet, no jobs yet.
i really wonder how to survive...

i really felt indebted to ....
really really, no joke..
Mayb thats the reason fr me being and reacting in this manner...
Feeling so lost, feeling so woman...

Metup with Ducati and iPhone tgt with ...
Ducati gt a new Ducati bike.
Jealous? of cos..
His life is so good.. compared to mine ...

i really cnt imagine whts my future like...
i really cnt imagine the day when EG5 is gone..
i really cnt imagine taking bus/train ever again...

BUT i gt to....

Till date, no job, sent many resume, went many interview...
ITS NOT THE PROFESSION youre in, u gt to acept this...
its going to be hard on you...

Phantom, HondaSP, EG5 to NOTHING..

KILL ME.

GuestBOOK.

it took me 3hrs to get the fking TAGBOARD done..
so anyone of you walk pass here, REMEMBER to sign off.
OH PLEASE, no anonymous pls.. just leave ur name, will it kills??

Have a great day!

Regards.

FML

Birth of a Failure

a couple of days later, it would be my 21st..
the day where ppl would mostly receive super good gifts,
the day where parents gave daughter a KEY necklace.

For me, i pushed everything away...
there is really nothing more to celebrate.
Meaningless .. its a complete waste of energy, perhaps even time.

a year ago, during this timing, am very down,
a year later, NOW, stil the same..

Too many stuffs flowing in mind, i duno if i cn take it...
shld there be a day where i cnt take it any longer, i will let u knw..
Currently surviving on sleeping pills EVERYNIGHT..
on INSOMNIA for 2mths..
God knws....

Happy Birthday Failure!

Goodnight folks, wish me , never to wake up.

Regards...