Doring Ang Ghuat Li

She's in love, with someone new.
No doubt am happy with her being in loved,
tapi, i wanna let her knw why.
Not that i dunwanna accept you.
is i dunno how shld i accept you.
Both of us, we have different point of views in life.
Both of us, we have different walks of life.
Most imptly, i knw tt i cnt b a good bf if i accept you,
as for i knw that i had fallen for someone else.
the X factor is not there.
am so sorry, hope that ur new guy will give u a blissful future.
All the best wishes frm, JUSTIN.

i, out of purpose, saw a msg frm else.
saying, what IF i wn you.
for a moment, i was staunt. REAL staunt.
didnt knw whats rolling in my mind, a blank is wad i shall calld it.
telling myself, GIVE UP LAHS.
therefore the preivous post is being postd up.
well, keeping to what i said, promise and saw.
i believe, its nt me that she wants.
trying to distance away, but things is nt what i thought to be.
That one word IF may means loads meaning.

She said, we shld nt cntct tt much, for fear of
having too many misunderstanding.
She said, we had to start frm scratch.
Does she knws what is she talking abt? huh?
So easy huh, start frm scratch?

For once, she made me feel like an bug.
a bug, thats buggging her all along,
irraiting her, forcing her for an ans.
sending her unescesarry txts. giving her xtras stress.
for now, a bug is what i shall call myself.
as am nth much better compare to a bug.

the most memorable things tt we had done, i guess
is at amk, popular bahs.
things jus seems so nice, so simple, so stressfree.
u knw, how i wish tt time will pause just for us.
the memoris will b always remembered.

i had a series of surprises line of for u.
just to prove to you, I LOVE YOU.
i cn be the most romantic guy u ever knew,
but chances are nt on my side, am dull.
no doubt i did put in alot of effort to plan.
but guess i wont b able to use it on u AT ALL.
for, u wont even wans to see me, i suppose.

true, each heartbeat of mine, beats ur name.
whenever i saw you, i will have a
undescrible feeling, over-excitied.
how i wish, i could just grab ur small lil hand,
and never to let you go.
sitting beside the sea, enjoying the breeze.
looking into your eyes and say, I LOVE YOU.
pampering you will all the loves tt i hv got.
loving n caring you like i nvr done before.
BUT how am i gonna do all this without
you by my side? you heard me?

Perhaps falling in love w you shldnt hav started.
But since it does, y bother to run away frm it?
FACE it, YES LOOK, i am saying,
I LOVE YOU. i admit.
Cntct lesser, prevent misunderstanding?
CRAPS! NOBODY cn DOES that!
you cn? i doubt so, for i knw ure nt a reptiles.

If am the one u loved, y r u afraid to hurt the other?
LOVE is selfish, its damn selfish.
Pursing ur love is something u OUGHT to do.
if you tells me AM nt the one u LOVED,
i wont feel hurt nor blame you either!
cause i knw that, u have the right to choose.
but i knw and cn feel that AM the one u LOVED.
But why times n again, u stumber me dwn
by showing to me that AM nt the one u LOVED.

Am confident of making you smile.
Am confident of making you happy.
Am confident that u will be treatd the way a girl shld be treated.
Am confident that am the one youre looking for.
BUT why times n agn, u chose to RUN.

DORIN ANG, loook here,
Youre the one that i loved, and i believe
am the one u loved too.
STOP deciving yourself.
be brave enough to acept the love.
i shall repeat myself agn,
I LOVE YOU, DORIN ANG GHUAT LI.

aft this, i wnt b txting u ever agn,
but i will b waiting for ur txts.
remember, i will b waiting......


Youre the one that i loved.

decided

i have decided.
you guys wont knw what i meant,
cause its not for you all to knw.

Shall whine back the time, and pretend
nth had happens. ignorence is bliss.
its a blessing in degise.

Just give me 1week.
TRUST ME.


May all the memories be printd onto my heart.

You're just like a tattooo, printd on my heart

Loads things happened. Or rather, things are
starting to get out of hand alr. And i mean, OUT OF HAND.

She told me she liked him but its juust temporary.
She told me she cried when i walked away.
She told me she will woo me back personally.
She told me just let her withdraw.
She told me i DONT UNDERSTAND.

i really wish i could understand girl.
But its just like some RIDDLES tt u wanna test me.
Its hard to guess, and am tired of this GUESS2 thingy.
i wan a FIX ans.

i will WAIT for you,
or rather, BEWARE of me. i will GO ALL THE MILES
just to MAKE YOU MINE.


Ure' just like a tattooo, printd on my heart.

Beer

Ytd had been downing and downing beer.
HAHAS!
Bottles Bottles Bottles, TA, TA, TA, end up
MERLION, MERLION, MERLION!
hahas!

Well, had the suddden urge to drink
therefore hestitate no more and just do it.

End the beer session ard 1130pm,
Slept at 12am woke up at ard 330am for work,
SUPER STEAM DUDES!
Eyes half open, somemore still SEH SEH!
FUKING SHIT!
HAHAS!

Its been a hard past few days for us, me n him.
we decided, let everything gone.
at least, the friendship is still strong though.
Regarding her, hais, guess she had found new one.
and hopes everything turns out well for em!
Guess i would b agn single for another year..


Its OVER!

confused

i really wish to patch back with her,
but something, something, is holding me back.
i didnt knw whats thats. WHAT shld i do.

on the otha hand, we both and fallen for the same girl.
i dun dare to say i had FALLEN in love with her
as i believe this is nt calld love, its calld
feelings for a girl, someone new.

due to this 2 probs, my mood been swinging,
what shld i do. am damn blooody confuse.
how i wish a gunshot n just shot me to death me

fuck relationships.

Beer Belly

Was out the whole ytd night celebrating
JieSheng Belated party.
Though the party was plannd last min, but i
guess, everything turns out well yea?
SYMLES!

And, for such a long time, i didnt really drink tt much.
But ytd, its was a BEER DAY!
had cans n cans of beer and mugs of beers!
ALL DOWND my BELLY!
Of cause, alil high there though, but gt over fast!
And, lastly
Happy Birthday JieSheng!
CHEERS*

Hope my beer belly wont POP out
JUST LIKE THAT!
HAHAHAHAS!

Flashes

i miss her